Now

It's been a while since they gone.I still remembered the day and time.It's run around my head.I think I shouldn't think about it.

Christmas party is next tuesday.It's just 19 of december,I don't know why it's so early I don't feel like christmas actually for me christmas is not important,I'n not christian.In this christmas it's gonna be my 2nd christmas in my life that effect me.
last year I join party with my christian friends they so sweet it's was fun lot....lot lot fo fun still in my mind.I still remembered everything.
One year later everything wired same person but different relationship.I don't know why ? On the other way I got good relationship with another christian friends and that make me feel good.I really want to join christmas party but I can't do that because I'm not ready for open relationship with that group.I kind of my fault and I must face to it can't hide and finally,I might be the person who cry.

Last night I watched the movie about "Jusus" I think it's vary hard for me to understand.I think part of it like bible.It's was fun but kind of confeuse sometime.I might watch it again tonight and find out what make me confeuse.I hope my room mate is not hear for tonight.




I will pray for my dad.
I will pray for my mom.
I will pray for my sister.
I will pray for my friend.
I will pray for my class.

Please pray for me ?



I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You



peace man