meimei

Someone said that if you want your happiness,you should chase it,And i did in that way,but what i got is disappointed. should i keep that disappointed moment in my mind?or should i forget it?

I knew we are friends,and I've tired my best to forget you.to ignore you.but every time when i'm in that condition, then you open a window and let me see the light.i walked to the light so hard when i think i almost reach there,then u close your window,i got lost without your light,i stay in the darkness,i cry and i feel helplessness. why u always do that way to hurt me?maybe it's time to find a way to go out of darkness and make sure that i won't never get in again.

see,i'm still young right?so i should pay my attention to somebody else.

This is for myself



Hey Mei,I know something happened to u badly,No matter how bad is it,please just hang on,and solve it one by one,

if you got sick,please just take medicines,and do that way which one can get better soon.

if you lose your love,,please don't cry,even your heart is bleeding,time will cure your heart,it really can help you.don't force yourself to forget something,it will go when it want to go,just look for the another side,as they said,The end is the beginning.

if you got some problems in your job,please take it as a experience,and accumulate your experiences for your career.

if you getting ugly,please make some facial mask,eat more vegetables and get up a little bit early then drink some water before u went to u office,or make up a little bit to looks yourself good.throw away the old dresses,buy scome for yourself,just do that way which one can make u happy and looks well.

make yourself become confident and believe you are the best one.

Hello there,
hope u are well.
i know that u are out there,
i don't know what u are busy for now,
but i want to know do u start to seek me yet?
i've been waiting u for so long time,
how long do u still want me to wait?
don't u know i need your love,your romantic,your protection.
i'm not that strong.
please tell me how to do.


i know you are a romantic guy,
u will kiss my forehead every night before we sleep,and your sweet kiss will take me in sweet dream.
you always take care of me as a baby,help me to dress up,cook and do some house work sometimes.
i know that is only i'm dreaming of.

i'm right here,
i won't go anywhere before u find me.
don't be afraid,in deep of my heart,i'm a good girl,i know you are a good man too.
that is why we are so perfect to be together.

give me your promise, find me as soon as u can.
i love you.

im looking a small scar in my leg.then i cant control my tears anymore,when i was a little kid,we were playing the fire in the new year,plastic with fire,we were having a good time,but my little cousin put the fire by my side and the plastic was solubling on my hand and my leg,it was burning my skin,i got a lot of pain in that time,and i was crying a lot then went to find my mom,and my mom was washing the clothes,i said someone is hurting with me fire,but she just shouted at me and said why u get close to her?and she didnt even look my hand,i was crying untill the pains gone,i just wanted a little bit comfort from her,why she just couldnot give me?i was always trying to did something to get her attention,but i got nothing,why she gave her all loves to my brother and my sister?why she couldnot share it with me?i didnt ask for more,just a very little,why i didnt get it?i did nothing wrong and i was just a kid,a small kid.
i did want to sleep by her side,i didnt want to sleep opposite her,i was trying to sleep early than her,then i thought i could sleep by her side,but when i woke up in the monring,i still opposite her,that place i would never ever reach.and my little sister always by her side,everytime was same,she rally hurted me a lot,
my tears washing my face,whatever im not a kid now,maybe i should put it behide my mind.enjoying the present life,i cant change the history,but i can try to change my futuer.