Sunday, January 23, 2011 4:53:40 PM
bad day or good day today?i went to shoes market.and met a old colleague of mine.i went to his shop and talked with him a while.after talk then i go out to find some hot drink.i was feeling very terrible.i though my stomach also got a cold.and i wanted to threw up.but i control myself good.after drank some hot drink.then coutinue to walk around.after ten mins still feeling awful.ok drank another drink then i walked very slowly this time.also i couldnt walk fast.everywhere was very crowed.in the end i bought two pair shoes.one is my mother.another is mine.but my shoes have a bit problem.i knew it when im home.hope it can fix.
Thursday, January 20, 2011 10:58:01 AM
mei.pics
i made dinner for all colleagues today.and boss went out.i just finished the kitchen's work,在厨房里战斗了一翻，我现在身上全都是油烟味和洗洁精的味道，还有菜的香味。
。。。。煮的菜还好啦，只有第一道菜烧焦了，其它的还好。同事们都把菜吃得光光哦，因为我吩咐他们一定要吃多点，哈哈，免得倒掉浪费食物特别是在快过年而且都穷到不得了的时候。不浪费食物我们都是好孩子。
today is very cold.but i think tomorrow will be more colder.omg..just kill me.i hate the cold weather very much.
i will go home at 25th.and i miss my mom and my niece.
about my study..wow...im completely a lazy girl.no doubt...i wish someone will study with me together.but that is impossible.
ok.i dont know what to write here now.but i took a pic.share with u guys.haha.actually i just want to take notes in my life.
Monday, January 17, 2011 4:12:53 PM
cant sleep again.i think i catch cold agaim.damn it.my body feeling not well now.tomorrow will be more colder.the weather is killing me.my body is become weak day by day.also my age is become older.why this winter colder than before?i was so strong.my health was so good.why become weak now?i always take care of myself as well.i think my body is tired for winter.my heart is more tired for all the things.
Monday, January 17, 2011 12:54:15 PM
why be lazy again?why cant help myself?why want to do something and donot do?why want to say something and dont say in the end?why want to ask something and not ask?why want to learn something and not learn?dont want to be lazy why still lazy?dont want to be a alone why still single?dont want to stay at home why not go outside?dont want to be silent why not talk?i ask myself who i am?who am i? Yeah.there is nobody can help me.all i need is keep myself on right road.make a goal then keep going on. cold daY.U make me feel like hell.
Monday, January 17, 2011 7:33:52 AM
about yesterday.yesterday is Sunday.i got up at 11 am.after ate something then i went to a church.cos i wanted to clean my mind,my mind was so mess.it was my second time there.but i could not recognize the right road.i was walking around there 1 hour.finally i found it.when i been there.the liturgy already started.then i found a place to sit down.singing..reading.standing then sit down.after 1 hour.then it finished.i walked out of the church door then went to the zhu jiang river.i was walking on the river side.looking for the people.enjoying the good views.i walked slowly slowly.then my mind was feeling relax.i cant feel my body anymore.but my body still walked on.and i felt some guys eyes are looked at me.haha... wow...am i beautiful today? i think if when u feel unhappy.just make up urself.then walk outside.let someone look at u.it will feel better then.i was waking on the river side for a few hours.wow.that was a crazy things right?i thought so.haha...stupid girl
Wednesday, January 12, 2011 2:24:27 AM
昨晚一晚上经过我的深思熟虑终于想清楚该怎么做了。是的，工作还是要有像个工作的样子，我这个职位确实很平凡无味，邹总他其实一直都希望我学多点、了解多点有关公司的情况。之前也告诉我没事就去仓库帮帮忙，不要一直坐在这里。前些天一起喝茶的时候也告诉我以后会调我到销售部。还有上次聚餐他也告诉我要加油。我这个笨蛋居然一点都没有丝毫和改变，非要在昨天开会的时候被批了才清醒，才懂得去反省。其实昨天一天还有昨晚一晚我都在想这件事情啦。所以从明天起要懂事点了，没事多去仓库看看学学。还有就是跟仓库的人搞好关系，邹总他今天出差了，今天还可以轻松一天。明天开始去奋斗。
Friday, January 7, 2011 4:50:12 AM
最近好像有很多对生活的感触，可能是因为自己又大了一岁吧，随着时间的流逝身边的人和事物有着极大的变化，让人有点措手不及。不管怎么样，当事情已经发生了，无论你想不想、喜欢或不喜欢都得接受它。就是生活，适应能力强的人也许会过得潇洒一点，适应能力差的人也许只是活着过去、怀念过去的点点滴滴。明天是未来，昨天是历史，我们不能阻止明天的到来，但我们可以记录昨天的历史。
前些天听家里人讲，我堂姐都已经领结婚证了。对此有点开心也有点惊讶，但是无论如何都要祝福他们幸幸福福，白头偕头。
有点悲哀的是她都结婚了，我居然变成了最老而且还没有男友的穷光蛋女。我不喜欢我们家里的思想，一但一个女孩到了二十岁左右就要谈婚论嫁了。现在都什么年代了，思想还那么封闭，叫我们这些年青人怎么活啊。当然这么多姐妹当中最不想谈婚论嫁的也只有我而已:lol: 。我们家里的兄弟姐妹们个个都是先孕后婚的。在这个年代先孕后婚变是很流行，在以后的以后回想这一切将会是什么感受呢？
我很好奇，
......唉，再过几个星期回到家，所有人的目光都转向我，那才真的叫可怕。他们肯定会问：有男朋友了没有啊？你之前那个外国男友呢？（注：我之前跟一个土耳其的男孩网恋被家里的人发现了，每次回家他们都取笑我。说我好找不找找个国外的。但那都是一年前的事了，而且那个土男都已经跟别的土女结婚了。所以交男朋友千万不能让家里的知道，不管你多有道理，你一张嘴都顶不过一百张嘴。）你要不要去相亲啊？谁家谁家的儿子很好的，家庭又好等等.............想到这些就心烦，当他们说到我的时候那我只有装傻扮糊涂，左边进右边出。保特沉默。
Thursday, January 6, 2011 7:04:18 PM
well.now its 2 am in the midnight.and i woke up again.and cant sleep.whats wrong with me?why i cant sleep as a normal person.why i have to wake up in the midnight every night.actually i want to drink water now.but i dont want to get up.hehe...i just had a dream.fortunately it was not a bad dream.it told me how hard i need to study.it just like if u dont want to out of seciety.then keep study.if u want to have a good job in the future then study.if u want to be someone also need to study.wow.,its good.its great.i will do as well as i can.i will do as hard as i can.i wont be lazy as i can.i gonna make a daily list.make sure what i gonna do everyday. alright.other thing is about that date.yesterday night he said he want to meet me tonight.and asked me to dinner with him.maybe he was kidding me.but i did be serious with that.but he just completely make me feel despair.if he didnt have time to meet me. he could send me a message.why just without say anything as never happen?maybe it just nothing.i shouldnot be serious about that.i feel so stupid by myself.ok.forget it.oh.god i also feel a bit hungry now.but there is nothing i can eat.please let me sleep until 8 am.ok now im trying to sleep.
Monday, January 3, 2011 5:32:23 AM
happy new year everybody.today is the first day work in the new year.and also this is the first daily im writing to here.its first day to raining.im happy, cos its a new year.im sad cos i was only 21 in 3 days ago.and now im already 22.time is goes fast.but im still not mature enough.
what is my goal in this new year?hmm..wow..a lot things i want to do.firstly i want to earn a lot of money.secondly i want to be more beautiful.haha..
....thirdly i want to go to night school to study.i wish i will study well.fourthly i want to buy a laptop,i dont have computer at home so a lot of time i feel so boring.fifthly i want to go somewhere to travel.sixth i want to have a bf.i want to meet you my mr.right.do u ready to meet me also?seventh i want to be a happy girl.eighth i want to learn a lot of things as i can.ninth i want to meet some new friends.tenth i want all my family and my friends are happy in this year.i love all of u guys around me.hope u do love me as same.and please take care of yourself all the time.i do really want to hear happiness from all of u.let happiness around u and me.let us to be happy.
what i've been 2 days ago?in 2011.1.1 i was stay at home to slept a whole day.i wonder who was same to me?
in 2011.1.2.i went to shopping with my cousin,and her mother.it was very crowed in that shopping mall.but it was good to went outside to walk around.hehe.
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