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sOmetjmeS
....asKed mYshelFves.....
whY djD I cAn smjLe haPpylY
whEn I wAs sAd.....
whY djD I cAn gjVe yOu aNd hEr a cOngrAtulAtjOn eAsy.....
whY djD I cAn mAke mY unhAppynEss undErcOvered....
it'S sO gOod....
I ljEd thAt I'll bEtter....
I ljEd thAt I'll fOrget yOu....
I ljEd thAt I'll bE yOur bEst frjEnd....
I ljEd aLl.....
bUtjF thAt's yOur wjSh.....
I'll dO......
yOu cAn mAke mE hUrt tO mAke yOur gjRlfrjEnd hAppy....
yOu cAn sAy wE're frjEnd eAsy tO mE....
yOu cAn....!
sOmetjmes...
whEn wAs alOne....
thjNk abOut sOmethjnG agAjn......
sAd agAjn....
crY agAjn.....
jN dArknEss....
fEel sAd fOr mYshElfves....
feEl hAte mYshElfves....
feEl pOor mY lUz....!
i'M a sjlly gjRl.....
sjLly whEn bEljevEd yOu'll cOme bAck mY ljFe.....
sjLly whEn hOped yOu'll nOt mAke mE hUrt agAjn....
sjLly bEljevEd I cAn kEep yOur hEart......
sO sjLly....!
aNd nOw....
crY alOne....
sAd alOne....
stAnd alOne jN thE djSappOintjOn....
hUrt.....
hUrt....
sO mUchyOur lUz mAde mE hAppy....
yOur lUz mAde mE feEl bEtter...
yOur lUz mAde mE hOpe
I'm a trUe pErsOn jN thjS wOrld...
yOur lUz mAde mE lUz mY ljFe...
aNd nOw yOur lUz mAkjNg mE hUrt sO much.....!
jT's sO fUnny....!
thAt's thE ljFe.....
sO gOod....
nOw-10:45pm....
I'm thjNkjng abbOut evErythjNg.....
aNd thjNkjng oF yOu...!
dO yOu thjNk oF mE...?
dO yOu fEel sAd ljKe mE
whEn yOu sAjd to mE thjS wOrd....?
dO yOu lUz mE nOw...?thAt's a sjLly gjRl.....
imAgine.....
sO.....
I jUst sEated aT hEre.....
sAd aNd fEel thE djSaPpointiOn jN mY hEart.....
lArge anD lArge.....
hUrt.....
tjrEd.....
wAnna slEep...
4evEr....!
hAte thjS wOrld....hAte mYshElfves...!