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for around 2 to 3 years now, i've been quite the series addict who always always wanted to be in on the plot of the new season for my favorite shows but right now, it's just becoming a chore on my part. like this obligation i have to do. i'm just not that absorbed as I was, a bit distracted of things. not as hooked as i was a few years back. even i think this blog entry makes no sense. like i don't have anything to blog about really. just taking time out to vent. i dunno. i just have these episodes of restlessness and not knowing what i want right now. (well yeah i think i figured that out before but things have gone against me lately so yeah, i am just a bit lost and uncertain about stuff.)