VENGEANCE IS A LAZY FORM OF GRIEVE

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Off I Go - Greg Laswell I'm a WAIF!!!!! NINETY PERCENT OF EVERYTHING IS CRUD ! ! ! Death, the last sleep? No, it is the final awakening! Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. I'M JUST EXHAUSTED! MY MOTHER IS EXHAUSTING; WHAT HAPPENED TO CHRISTINA, + YOU; HATING YOU IS THE MOST EXHAUSTING. I DON'T WANNA DO IT ANYMORE. To fear death, gentlemen, is no other than to think oneself wise when one is not, to think one knows what one does not know. No one knows whether death may not be the greatest of all blessings for a man, yet men fear it as if they knew that is is the greatest of evils. And surely it is the most blameworthy ignorance to believe that one knows what one does not know. That which shows God in me, fortifies me. That which shows God out of me, makes me a wart and a wen. There is no longer a necessary reason for my being. Already the long shadows of untimely oblivion creep over me, and I shall decrease forever. If I were thinking clearly, I would tell you that I wrestle alone... in the dark, in the deep dark and that only I can know... only I can understand my own condition. You live with a threat, you tell me, you live with a threat of my extinction. I live with it too. This is my right. It is the right of every human being. I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of these suburbs... but the violent jlt of the capital; that is my choice! The meanest patient, just even the very lowest, is allowed some say in the matter of her own prescription. Thereby, she defines her humanity. I wish, for your sake, that I were happy in this quietness but if it is choice between this place and death... I CHOOSE DEATH!!! "You know, it's flattering when there's a rumor that says I'm bisexual. It means I can play more kinds of roles. I'm open to whatever people want to call me. I've never really been attracted to men sexually, but I don't think I would be afraid of it if it happened." Jake Gyllenhaal On Yahoo! 360°