endless yet foreordained
Sunday, 22. April 2007, 22:01:35
Blog?
Tuesday, 27. February 2007, 07:59:15
What is blog? According to Encarta World English Dictionary, it means a frequently updated personal journal chronicling links at a Web site, intended for public viewing.
Personally, I think it's weird as it says personal journal and public viewing at the same time. If it meant for public viewing, it's no longer personal.
Many acquaintance has persuaded me to start a blog since I've been writing journal on sketch books for as long as I can remember. Every year, the journal is either burned or being buried in a no man's land. No one has been ever that persuasive till I got back working in this non-stop owner interference company, this co-worker named Sham has 'tricked' me into it. Well, that is his name, short for Shamsul. Don't ever mistaken him as sham as he's anything but sham.
Since then, I'm on 'entourage' backwards to become the internet junkie I was back in school days which I used the internet for reading classics as my parents being the typical Chinese they are till now, don't like buying books as it means lose in Chinese. At times, I wouldn't go to school, being truant just to read those classics in any cyber cafe since I can't stay at home. NOW, I'm stuck in the blogosphere. I thought the days of being an internet junkie was over. It seems to be back! After schooling days, when I started working, I've only used the internet to e-mail acquaintances who's faraway where landline calls rate is always increasing and only for research related for work, hobbies etc... Never get this personal before in the web. Somehow it's depressing that not all can be said in the world of bloggers as there's limitation such as people getting lawsuits over uncertain claims. This seems to be neverending! Sham did say freedom of speech as however the freedom is still confined in a scrupulosity box! So, what does it mean by freedom of speech or freedom in any matter at all? As long as there's 'the good, the bad and the ugly', I think there isn't any freedom at all in this world.
Whatever it is......................... Just let it pass like Sham said.
Guess that my rambling days are starting again. Damn! Even rambling has limitations on the web.
WHERE THE HECK IS THE FREEDOM!!!
Personally, I think it's weird as it says personal journal and public viewing at the same time. If it meant for public viewing, it's no longer personal.
Many acquaintance has persuaded me to start a blog since I've been writing journal on sketch books for as long as I can remember. Every year, the journal is either burned or being buried in a no man's land. No one has been ever that persuasive till I got back working in this non-stop owner interference company, this co-worker named Sham has 'tricked' me into it. Well, that is his name, short for Shamsul. Don't ever mistaken him as sham as he's anything but sham.
Since then, I'm on 'entourage' backwards to become the internet junkie I was back in school days which I used the internet for reading classics as my parents being the typical Chinese they are till now, don't like buying books as it means lose in Chinese. At times, I wouldn't go to school, being truant just to read those classics in any cyber cafe since I can't stay at home. NOW, I'm stuck in the blogosphere. I thought the days of being an internet junkie was over. It seems to be back! After schooling days, when I started working, I've only used the internet to e-mail acquaintances who's faraway where landline calls rate is always increasing and only for research related for work, hobbies etc... Never get this personal before in the web. Somehow it's depressing that not all can be said in the world of bloggers as there's limitation such as people getting lawsuits over uncertain claims. This seems to be neverending! Sham did say freedom of speech as however the freedom is still confined in a scrupulosity box! So, what does it mean by freedom of speech or freedom in any matter at all? As long as there's 'the good, the bad and the ugly', I think there isn't any freedom at all in this world.
Whatever it is......................... Just let it pass like Sham said.
Guess that my rambling days are starting again. Damn! Even rambling has limitations on the web.
WHERE THE HECK IS THE FREEDOM!!!
BABEL
Sunday, 14. January 2007, 21:57:21
after a long hiatus.....
I had a thing to do. Yeah! Well, I had this thing, you know I did this thing!
GOD! THESE PEOPLE......................................
they're not satisfied unless I go panicked, nauseous & suicidal!
I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB!
TO JOBS THAT PAY THE RENT!
I'VE DECIDED THAT I'M NOT GONNA TRY ANYMORE. THE MORE I TRY, ALWAYS END UP SO MUCH LESS.
My personal life is hanging by a thread, that's all.
An acquaintance then said,"Join the club! That's what happened when you start doing well at work. Let me know when your whole life goes up in smoke, that means it's time for promotion!"
You just have to get through life in Malaysia. Because Malaysia sucks for anyone who's least a bit different. Then, there's the rest of the world!
Do you know I can't remember the last time? Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there will be more! You think you have forever but you don't! Plus, my pill decides to stop working and I think I have brittle bones.
I just... I just need something to happen! I need a sign that things are gonna change. I need a reason to go on, I need some hope! And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die.
My life's like death warmed up. That I can't even talk about!
If one can admit that life isn't always just, that very act can take away one's sorrow.
VENGEANCE IS A LAZY FORM OF GRIEVE!
I'll be honest with you, I don't know how honest I can be with you?
There's nothing to forgive!
You're wrong, it's got nothing to do with you!
They're not our family and they're not our friends. You told me that!
What do you do when you can't sleep? YOU STAY AWAKE!
Would one be angry if one dies?
I think people are staying alive to satisfy others.
Just wait till one dies, then one will start thinking for themselves.
What happen when we die? We return to the place where we came from!
It's on this day,
this day of all days,
one's fate becomes clear!
One will kill oneself when there were something which doesn't seem to matter!
The time to hide is over
The time to regret is gone
The time to live is now!
People, what's with all the misery? huh! Live, huh! and let live!
I had a thing to do. Yeah! Well, I had this thing, you know I did this thing!
GOD! THESE PEOPLE......................................
they're not satisfied unless I go panicked, nauseous & suicidal!
I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY JOB!
TO JOBS THAT PAY THE RENT!
I'VE DECIDED THAT I'M NOT GONNA TRY ANYMORE. THE MORE I TRY, ALWAYS END UP SO MUCH LESS.
My personal life is hanging by a thread, that's all.
An acquaintance then said,"Join the club! That's what happened when you start doing well at work. Let me know when your whole life goes up in smoke, that means it's time for promotion!"
You just have to get through life in Malaysia. Because Malaysia sucks for anyone who's least a bit different. Then, there's the rest of the world!
Do you know I can't remember the last time? Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there will be more! You think you have forever but you don't! Plus, my pill decides to stop working and I think I have brittle bones.
I just... I just need something to happen! I need a sign that things are gonna change. I need a reason to go on, I need some hope! And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed and feel like I might die.
My life's like death warmed up. That I can't even talk about!
If one can admit that life isn't always just, that very act can take away one's sorrow.
VENGEANCE IS A LAZY FORM OF GRIEVE!
I'll be honest with you, I don't know how honest I can be with you?
There's nothing to forgive!
You're wrong, it's got nothing to do with you!
They're not our family and they're not our friends. You told me that!
What do you do when you can't sleep? YOU STAY AWAKE!
Would one be angry if one dies?
I think people are staying alive to satisfy others.
Just wait till one dies, then one will start thinking for themselves.
What happen when we die? We return to the place where we came from!
It's on this day,
this day of all days,
one's fate becomes clear!
One will kill oneself when there were something which doesn't seem to matter!
The time to hide is over
The time to regret is gone
The time to live is now!
People, what's with all the misery? huh! Live, huh! and let live!
Smoke of lIfe.........................................................
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