You mean more to me now it’s gone forever
I won’t forget, I’ll make things better
With you I'm more then I will ever be
You were there when I looked for you to guide me
Through all the times that I spent feeling
Sure of a sense that you were there for me
We don’t need their laws together we destroy
And I won’t let them ruin the one thing I enjoy
Tonight’s the night we finally get to rip this place apart
And this is how we turn your boring party into art
It's not because he's popular all of a sudden, though I hate that too. But it's the people WHO make him popular. All his ex's and random girls who flew out of nowhere to meet him, and like oh my gosh, drown him with compliments and flirt with his sorry ass.
I even started drinking by myself.
I'm so emotionally unstable, I wouldn't even date me. I started watching horror movies, because he wouldn't even talk to me at one point. I think he was watching Saving private Ryan, which apparently now is his new favourite movie. Since like never. Seriously. He has changed so much, I don't even recognize him. We're.. no, I am starting this vicious cycle all over again, where I get jealous and hate myself, then I hate him, and I am the one who suffers because fuck me, that's why. Who knew him coming home would be such a depressing thing.
Why the hell am I dating him again?
Every single night we fight
to get a little high on life
To get a little something right,
something real, at least we try
Time after time, track dodging
all the douche bag guys
Track trading all the wasted times
for something real in this crazy life
You cheat us
When you feed us with the lie
Stars look out and cheat us
When you feed us with the lie
Before it's too late.
Regularly burn incense?
I used to.
Ever been in love?
Hot tea or cold tea:
Tea or coffee?
Favorite kind of cookie?
Chocolate chip, omnom O.o
Can you swim well?
I can, but I still get paranoid in deep water.
Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose?
Are you patient?
Ever won a contest?
Ever had plastic surgery?
HAHAHAH no. I had dental surgery once.
Which are better black or green olives?
Ew to olives in general.
Can you knit or crochet?
I can. Doesn't mean I'm good at it.
Wash room or bathroom?
Do you want to get married?
I do. ^^
Who was your High School crush?
Lol, mostly guys from my class. But one ended up being my boyfriend.
Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
Do you have kids?
Do you want kids?
What kind of mom are you?
As far as my babysitting skills go, I'm great with kids. But.. who knows.
Do you miss anyone right now?
Very much so.
Who do you want to see right now?
Is Christmas stressful?
It is, but so peaceful at the same time.
Ever eat a pierogi?
YES! I LOVE THEM!
Major annoyance right now?
A certain person.
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
A writer, still do. Also a diplomat, a ballerina, an artist, a dentist..
Do you believe in ghosts?
Ever have a deja-vu feeling?
Do you take a vitamin daily?
I keep forgetting, but usually yes.
Wear a bath robe?
Almost every morning.
What do you wear to bed?
Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
Only been to Target, so..
Nike or Adidas?
Cheetos Or Fritos?
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Ever hear of, “gorp”?
Trail mix? Never had them, tho.
Ever taken karate?
Nope. I know Tai Chi tho.
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Can you curl your tongue?
Ever won a spelling bee?
I don't think I've even attended one.
Ever cried because you were so happy?
Own any record albums?
My boyfriend, when I went to see him in the army.
Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
For a good amount of money, yes.
When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
Actually, just a week ago.
Can you change the oil on a car?
lol no idea. Someone taught me once, though.
Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Haven't even gotten my license.
Run out of gas?
Actually yes, it was so awkward. It was my boyfriend's car too.
Favorite kind of sandwich?
Ham, bacon, lettuce, cucumber.
Best thing to eat for breakfast?
What is your usual bedtime?
Are you lazy?
When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
I trick or treated once, as a cat.
Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
An interior design magazine.
Which are better, legos or lincoln logs?
Are you stubborn?
Who is better … Leno or Letterman?
Ever watch soap operas?
The bold and the beautiful, hahah. Awkward.
Afraid of heights?
Very. I love them, though.
Sing in the car?
All the time!
Dance in the shower?
Dance in the car?
Ever used a gun?
No. I've held a few, tho.
I have to have all doors closed.
Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room?
The closest was in NY with my ex, and we fooled around, half naked.
Where is your next vacation?
Don't know, but next month I'm going on a road trip somewhere quiet.
Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
No, but I've wanted to. I stole a BMW sign once.
Who do you think reads these?
Everyone, anyone.. no one?
Do you have a calendar in your room?
I ripped it to shreds and threw it away.
Where are you?
At home, in my room.
What’s your plan for the day?
Well, it's a half an hour til midnight so not much of today left anymore.
Are you reading any books right now?
A Touch Morbid (have a stack in queue)
Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Lol wat. Yes.
Have you ever peed in the woods?
On camping trips.
Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?
Yeap. I'm socially awkward.
Do you chew your pens and pencils?
What is your “Song of the Week”?
Errrm.. Placebo - Post Blue
Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Yeah, if they want to. Who am I to judge.
Do you still watch cartoons?
The simpsons is inevitable.
Whats your favorite love movie?
What do you drink with dinner?
What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?
Sweet and sour sauce, oh god.
What is your favorite food/cuisine?
Dumplings. Or chinese food.
What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Cruel Intentions, Virgin Suicides, My Best Friends Wedding, What Women Want, Bridget Jones, The Holiday, 500 Days of Summer, 10 Things I Hate About You... I could go on.