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大学的第一个学期结束了，这个好久没更新了，其实自从回家以后上网方便了很多，但是确又被很多东西所困扰。
接触到了哲学，从豆瓣上看到了《皇帝新脑》的简介，其中提到了宿命论（其实应该是指的决定论），然后我就开始了一些思考。说是思考，其实是惶恐，担心这个世界真的是宿命的，担心真的是决定的，担心我们真的没有自由意志，担心我自己只不过是宇宙发展这个戏中的一个演员，当然，那时我还不知道哲学上讨论过这个，只是我自己的一些担心而已。但是这个确拻之不去，一直在想，吃饭想，学习想，以致后来都有些耽误学习。不过有时也会不想，比如在有些娱乐活动的时候（这么一看其实就是吃饱了撑的）。后来想明白了，是绝定的又如何？对我的生活也没有什么影响，我还是想干什么就干什么，我还是能决定我的未来，只是我想干什么这个不是由我自己决定的了，不过这个一直也不是我自己能决定的了的，也没什么不好的。
后来把皇帝新脑那本书看了一遍，又有了新的担心。我们身体中的物质是在变化的，一段时间以后，我们身体就完全变成了另外的一个，那我们不就变成了另外一个人了吗？如果不像笛卡尔二元论说的那样有物质和意识，那么我们作为一个人，就没有一个稳定不变的东西了，那么过去的我和现在的我和未来的我从何来说是一个人呢？这个问题我现在还在疑虑，当然我相信会有一个使我们自始至终是一个人的东西，即使不是物质的身体。
反正就是这些东西吧——其实我对哲学不太感兴趣——但他们让我想看一些哲学了，因为我发现哲学其实就是研究些之种比较无聊的东西的。于是前两天买了本西方哲学史的上卷，看了一点。当然现在还没开始仔细地看，因为现在在看另一本书《数学，确定性的丧失》。发现这套第一推动丛书真的不错，前面提到的《皇帝新脑》，还有这本，还有时间简史之类的，都是比较好的科普书。
这个学期总地来说过得还可以吧，除了整天胡思乱想，在学生会做的也不错，认识了好多别的院的朋友，包括一些挺强人也特别好的学长。我们院的人也都不错，尤其是宿舍的哥们，虽然后来我就不太那宿舍住了，但下学期我决定要搬回去。还有对门的哥们，也都很好，尤其是胖哥哥，从他身上学到了好多东西，觉得自己这个学期有的一些进步，大部分都是从他那里学到的。
学数学这个东西，确实比较痛苦，这是当初我的想法，也是学了一阵子后的想法。但是我发现一个学期下来，我竟然爱上了它，现在对数学非常感兴趣，虽然数分最后考得有点差，但这没有减少我对它的热情，尤其是看了菲赫金哥尔茨《微积分学教程》以后。准备这个假期做做几米多维奇，虽然不知道有没有这个毅力能做完。计算机也还是要学的，本来打算学学数字电路的，但是这个学期时间没安排好，计算机学的很少，就学了学Java，现在还都快忘掉了。总之这个假期和下个学期继续了。

After installing gentoo linux partly,I felt that I still don't have so much time to install so many softwares by compiling.It really requires a lot of time and energy,which I don't have much now.So I stopped and changed back to Arch,which can be installed quickly and run fast.
After that,there was something wrong with my input method.It was that when I started my Chinese input method,all of the windows closed and the screen turned black.But if I use a new account,the problem is not there any more.So I began to think the problem was because of my configuration files.So I deleted the ~/.kde folder and all of the other files & folders which begins with a dot in my home directory except .opera,.lftp and .bashrc.The problem disappeared,but my configration files were lost too.So I had to do everything from the start.It took a long time,since I had to change the settings,and compile some software that can be installed from the official depos.
After the reinstallation,my system came to me again,and I switched the style of KDE.I also took some snapshots which I'm posting them here.

Yesterday & the day before I took part in the entrance exams of Shandong University.The problems are so so,not too difficult or too easy.But I don't think I did very well.So I'm still worrying about which university to study in.After Shanghai Jiao Tong University & Shandong University,the next university I want to study in is Harbin Institute of Technology,of which the Computer Science is very good.
Tomorrow will be the interview.I heard that the interview plays an important role.So perhaps this can give me a hand.

No exam is around the corner,so I'll be free for a few days.The next thing I will do is to play & study more about linux.So I'm going to change my distribution to Gentoo.So from tomorrow on I will be busy reading the handbooks and reinstalling my operating system.

This is my first post in English,which is extremely bad.But I believe that in some days,I will improve a lot.And I will post in English as much as possible.