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16.11.10

I felt I can't control myself. I told myself to ignore you. For somedays I can stand it but then when this morning I saw your PM, my heart beats faster and I know you can't live w/o me ...

Or I can't live without you. I don't really know what to do then I replied expressing my thought about my situation

Don't really know what you think.

Iam so fucked up my god. I even write a note FOR U. so embarrassed.

Life is really really hard, Why am I like this sssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhitttttttttttttt

08.11

Hom nay chat voi em, thuc su thay nhat nheo va vo vi qua'.

Cam thay em chang bao gio quan tam den minh, quan tam cua em danh o cho khac' kia`. Du minh co lam gi di chang nua. Chan'

Cam thay minh da song trong tuong tuong qua' dai`, Nhung thuc su khong le nhung cuoc dien thoai em goi khong phai la that u? Em chi thay buon va kiem minh vot vat chu bt chac em k nghi den minh

Ma minh thi lai nghi den em qua nhieu, ngay cu luc nao ranh thi nghi, dem ngu day cung nghi. cam thay khong dan'g. Minh rat ro rang em nao k thich noi ngay de no het vong tuong. con em, em chi gay ra roi em phui tay di thang.

Tai sao minh cu phai nghi ve em nhieu nhu the', tai sao minh cu phai so do trong viec chat cu hoi tai sao em khong hoi minh cai nay, tai sao co bao nhieu thu em co the hoi han minh ma em k he hoi han,

Chan' cai kieu noi chuyen cua em vat. Khong beit la that su em k biet noi chuyen k biet quan tam nguoi khac' hay thuc su em chua du tinh cam de nghi den minh , the thi quan tam lam sao duoc.

Buon`

can't explain



Tonight I really want to talk to you. I can’t explain WHY because between us there is not much to say may be I just want to hear your voice. I thought a lot about why should we be together about how much different are we and what are the gaps that I can’t step over to get closer to you. But then that ly tinh doesn’t explain why I just need to hear you sometimes and I don’t care about anything else.
Like sometimes you just buzz me for nothing, I know . But ly tinh told me that I shouldn’t push our relationship further as Iam afraid there will be one day I am in deep feeling with you and how terrible it will be to be apart.

So I constantly remind myself that I would better be passive. If you care about me, I won’t stop you from doing so but I won’t push it further. I am sad that I can’t be there when you need some help some motivations, or just to make st for you after long hard working day.

I don’t know I want to cry when you call if ever.

10. August

Gan mot thang nay, tam trang that la kinh khung, biet the nao goi la tram cam.
Cong viec phat dien vi that vong va met moi,

den tuan nay thi moi viec do hon. chac la trong long luon vui vi den cuoi thang se duoc ve nha va suy cho cung thi cung chi con 1 nam nua la tot nghiep thoi.

Cong viec phai lam thi moi xong duoc. va moi het stress duoc.

Cu ham muon phai di chau Au, phai enjoy life here. miss nhieu thu qua. phai duoc vui nhu moi nguoi.
That su la co den muc do nay da la tot lam roi. Phai hai long

chi chuyen duoc 1 phoi. lo qua, mong vo cung de chi thanh cong. ma minh thay vui vi mot khi da co phoi roi thi chac la ok thoi k chuyen duoc lan nay thi chuyen lan khac phai khong.

con mang thai ho duoc co ma.

Hom thu 2, cuoi cung thi chuyen ma minh da biet se den da den cung nhu mua he nao do nhin thay nguoi ta di cung nguoi khac o Dinh Le vay. ngay mot ngay truoc khi minh di. Va gio nguoi da tung yeu tham minh sap khong con la nguoi tu do nua roi ... Vay ma chua mot lan noi duoc voi minh thuc su no cam thay the nao va minh phan ung cham cung khong kip bay to. The la thoi moi chuyen se la mot ki niem

santoroni dep qua troi oi,

Greece cai co Kieu Anh Nguyen nay dung la biet huong thu. va biet cho de di du lich day .

Dep da man, post anh len lam minh cung thay thich me li

Beautiful Sunset at Oia, k biet bao gio minh moi den duoc day nhi?

muon di cung Z ghe, de ngam hoang hon tai cai noi universally dep nhat nay

jic cenentary

hom nay la ngay thu 2 ngoi nghe talk, thay kiet suc, lai con phai lam thi nghiem va lo vu di Oxford.

Dinh sua poster ma cuoi cung gap qua cung k kip k co mot cai planning nao ra hon`.

Chan nan? kinh tu nhien thay kiet suc .

chi D lai email vu bvien, con cai, tton. thuong chi qua' ... tai sao lai kho the nhi

Tu nhien thay buon va chan het moi thu . met mai lai phai day som nua

the 00am on my birthday is POKER

uc che

chan qua, chang thich lam PhD nua , chang thich lam gi nua ay chu chang cu PhD, kieu nay sap toi roi

J

you know what, sometimes I just want to duoc yen than, Dao nay toan di lam ve sau 8pm toan duoc chung kien canh hoang hon buong xuong chieu anh nang vang cuc ki la vang minh rat khoai mau vang nay vao cho ngoi cua minh tren lab.
Tuyet dep.

hom nay lablunch o king's head. no burger cu tuong ngon lam cung bt , nhung blackberry tart thi ngon hehe.

Marco's leaving the lab Nik will really miss him, everybody will .

Just a bit weird.

face book

too softShare
Friday, April 24, 2009 at 10:42pm | Edit Note | Delete



Know that being a man I have to be strong but sometimes it is just so difficult. Who will enter my life and save me from falling down , sliping, striping, driping drowning?

I have to be strong, but somehow I feel that I can not.

Tomorrow there is a house warming party at Kim's new house but for some reason I just do not want to go ... the Sweedest and the German just make me feel so sick. The Australian is alright...

But to be honest I don't want to socialise at all I just want to play some good badminton then stay somewhere alone. Too complicated outside world.

What should I do, so Tired. Recently my feeling is always so awlful may be mainly due to the fact that my cloning just failed the 4th times now which takes me so much time and took all my patience away. May be that's the true reason.

but anyway think about it. When you are in trouble where is the one you love. Oh distance you can't basically share anything and be the shoulder for others to hold on. Then what for? I mean

I have beautiful dreams, and a prospective career but like just now I don't want to keep anything on and I don't feel that I'm strong enough intellectually but mainly mentally to continue my dream. I'm totally lost. My mind can't focus on science and I can't pull myself together. I vaguely know what's going wrong with me, with my life my work . But I have no clues how to face with it how to solve it . Oh I'm really so desperate.

The weird thing is somehow I smiled too much in every pictures I take. Sucks totally sucks. Oh god something please come to rescue my poor life.

One thing that to me is scariest is when I'm too lost I don't fucking care about how the others doing and ofcourse that will make it even worse because sharing is lost, too.

Sucks I can't be so weak but that's it, i'm trying too hard but I can't sometimes i just don't want it anymore.

What should I do then ?

badminton and ping pong and LABShare
Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 7:40pm | Edit Note | Delete

vui thi ai chang thich nhung at the end of the day thi choi mai lam sao duoc.

Ta song la co uoc mo lon lao lam duoc nhieu dieu tot, choi cung chi la sometimes

Lab van la forever nhi?

Co len co len