hi

vua di hoi thao ve met pho rau tre...
Poster that bai tham hai dung la mot disaster

chan nhu con gian'

thay bao may cu di conference o Oxford di , vi co ban tao cung k hieu nhieu lam ve cai ... de tai cua chung ta ... the la thang 7 di conference tren Edinburgh, thang 9 la di tiep o Oxford. haha, xem ra thay cung k tiec tien voi minh hay dung hon la voi cai project cua minh`.

Nice

Nhung ma lai facing voi viet mot cai abstract voi poster khac thiet la met moi qua' di .

I haven't start a new public blog. But recently I'm too stress.
mainly it stems from the fact that my experiments was all false hopes again. yes always experiment.

And then I remember sb said when you loose the only light that lead you through the road you start to get lost. Mainly because so many thing noisy around you that just drag you down, drown you .

I feel so sad. Just want to drink st warm. Shit ! what the hell is life like this?
When you love someone but you can't even express it or find out if the sun can stroke you for how long, how deep your love is , how fit you two are together. You have no chance to know each other that's the drama

F**k I hate it. will whole my life be like this ?

When I was in my 4th grade I still remember because teacher called my to her table and ask if my parent divorced. I actually raise my hand confirming, having no idea that it supposed to be a very terrible thing to a family. I was so young. But now I realize I never knew what a happy family would look like, a happy couple should be like. Mine p just doesn't fit at all, but they stay together raising my question whether I can ever be happy together with my love? Why family for?

Now I realize how terrible it could be to the children of the divorced parents. And now I can truely understand when saying bo me chia tay nhau thi con cai nao co duoc hanh phuc' ...

Luc be toi khong the hieu het duoc nhung gio toi cam thay met moi qua' ... Sao toi lai cu nhu trach ho. the nay`. ho. la con nguoi ca, cung co luc phai yeu nguoi nay yeu nguoi khac', cung co luc lam lo.
Nhung me. chang bao gio co the tha thu cho bo'. va Bo cung mac cam, nhung doi khi lai qua' ngang buong va chang nho gi`...

Toi buon qua' ma k biet lam the nao bay gio. da day thi dau huhu

Recently, my experiments are alright. May be they are easy, low-tech but laborious ones. But not too bad I guess... Just always I don't like the way Michael react about the directions of research.

Anyway that's something I can't do anything about.

The thing is is absent for so long and not hearing anything from. It's just sometimes too bad that we don't know anything about how our friends are doing and do not dare to ask

It's frightening lonely. You just don't know how to tell

About day to day life of a just over 20 yr old boy starting his phD, facing collegues supervisors and life far away from his own family, friends and society.

New, unexpected , depressing, worrying things happen everyday.

New because he learnt new techniques, because he experience different labs different way of supervising and different relationships.

Unexpected because of the nature of his biol experiments but rather more because he expected too many nice easy happy things will happen but that's not the way they are

Depressing because that's how he constantly feel, especially now at 12 but still trying to write the F**king reports for the f**king supervisor who basically just crossed out all of his draft one and is so demanding. But it's holly hell depressing because he hates the project and want to get out of it asap but impossible.

Worrying because he always not live at present but live and think what will happen in the near and far future The biggest question is whether is phD will be successful ? can he graduate with all the unexpected, depressing , with pressure and feeling like this ?

Hopefully everything will be fine and he is strong enough to just keep up working. Basically all he needs now is the experiment going well. One thing that changes all other.