hi

I haven't start a new public blog. But recently I'm too stress.
mainly it stems from the fact that my experiments was all false hopes again. yes always experiment.

And then I remember sb said when you loose the only light that lead you through the road you start to get lost. Mainly because so many thing noisy around you that just drag you down, drown you .

I feel so sad. Just want to drink st warm. Shit ! what the hell is life like this?
When you love someone but you can't even express it or find out if the sun can stroke you for how long, how deep your love is , how fit you two are together. You have no chance to know each other that's the drama

F**k I hate it. will whole my life be like this ?

When I was in my 4th grade I still remember because teacher called my to her table and ask if my parent divorced. I actually raise my hand confirming, having no idea that it supposed to be a very terrible thing to a family. I was so young. But now I realize I never knew what a happy family would look like, a happy couple should be like. Mine p just doesn't fit at all, but they stay together raising my question whether I can ever be happy together with my love? Why family for?

Now I realize how terrible it could be to the children of the divorced parents. And now I can truely understand when saying bo me chia tay nhau thi con cai nao co duoc hanh phuc' ...

Luc be toi khong the hieu het duoc nhung gio toi cam thay met moi qua' ... Sao toi lai cu nhu trach ho. the nay`. ho. la con nguoi ca, cung co luc phai yeu nguoi nay yeu nguoi khac', cung co luc lam lo.
Nhung me. chang bao gio co the tha thu cho bo'. va Bo cung mac cam, nhung doi khi lai qua' ngang buong va chang nho gi`...

Toi buon qua' ma k biet lam the nao bay gio. da day thi dau huhu