hi

About day to day life of a just over 20 yr old boy starting his phD, facing collegues supervisors and life far away from his own family, friends and society.

New, unexpected , depressing, worrying things happen everyday.

New because he learnt new techniques, because he experience different labs different way of supervising and different relationships.

Unexpected because of the nature of his biol experiments but rather more because he expected too many nice easy happy things will happen but that's not the way they are

Depressing because that's how he constantly feel, especially now at 12 but still trying to write the F**king reports for the f**king supervisor who basically just crossed out all of his draft one and is so demanding. But it's holly hell depressing because he hates the project and want to get out of it asap but impossible.

Worrying because he always not live at present but live and think what will happen in the near and far future The biggest question is whether is phD will be successful ? can he graduate with all the unexpected, depressing , with pressure and feeling like this ?

Hopefully everything will be fine and he is strong enough to just keep up working. Basically all he needs now is the experiment going well. One thing that changes all other.

De dat duoc mot dieu gi, con nguoi luon phai chiu dung nhung thu ma ho. khong muon'.

Cai phD o UK nay sao ma cuc the'.

Luc di lam thi ca thu 7 chu nhat. tu 8h sang den 8h toi'. Den luc nghi roi cung chang biet cho nao ma di choi. chang co ai ma di choi .

Luc nao cung the', duoc cai nay thi phai mat cai khac'. Cuoc song chang bao gio cho ai tat ca chi co dieu ... toi luon cam thay rang toi dang bi lay di thu quan trong nhat cua cuoc song. Mat di thu nay duong nhu toi cam chac trong tay mot tuong lai am dam va khong the nao co hanh phuc'. Va con nguoi ta nhung luc nhu the nay cam thay tuyet vong. ...