My Life
By BUTTERFLY. Monday, 18. May 2009, 10:49:38
Hi, Am A Butterfly.
Living a metamorphosis life.
Spreading My Colourful Wings and searching a Perfect World, like the one my mind has envisioned, my heart has felt n my soul has sensed.
I have searched it everywhere but have not found it yet but sumhing inside my heart tells me that il definitely find it sumday, if i just dint gave up n i won`t.
I hope and wish it to be real...As Real As Dreams Are!!!
Ever wondered how it would have been if we never had any Dreams or given up on all Hopes? Bad Huh!?!
Once i read somewhere that the loser is one not who have failed but one who had given up. Hopeless!!!
We often use words Faith,Hope,Love,Trust,Understanding,Belief...but how many of us actually know the true meaning of them?
I always considered myself like a Butterfly, not cus its beautiful but cus i feel i lived n m living like a Butterfly and my dreams n wishes are like a Butterfly...ONLY IF I HAD WINGS AS REAL AS THEM!
Then i too would be flying here, there n everywhere lolz, touching the sky, feeling the air above, admiring the fresh dew drops on the grass, fluttering my wings on every lovely flower,smelling their fragrance.playing in the garden where i believe angels n fairy reside among the beautiful pansy,orchids,lilies and blue bells. Thumbelina
but My Hope and My Dreams are my two wings, encouraging me n supporting me n making everything psbl for me.
Sumtimes I get hurt too but like a Phoenix I rose up again and try again to make my Butterfly dreams as real as possible. Someone up there understands this hehe for always I have been healed n blessed n loved. How I know this?
Hmm cus always I feel something inspiring me, teaching me n encouraging me God has his own ways to show He Loves Us. N then I want to fly again, as high as I can. he just gives wings to your dreams n lets you fly if you really n truly want it.
Though I have been blessed with everything or almost so but I am not satisfied yet, not cus m greedy but I am yet to realize My Most Favorite and Lovely Dreams..The one dream which is soooo close to my heart n I hope il be The Happiest if I could just find My Perfect World.
But What is this Perfect World? Like you, I asked myself too and from some corner of my heart a tiny little unfulfilled Wish crept out n said to me ~LISTEN TO YOUR HEART– MIND CAN DIVERT BUT HEARTS NEVER LIE~
Then I realized if for once I just listen to my heart I believe il find My Perfect World and then only I can be a Real BUTTERLY...But till now i have not a clue of what it is...is it someone i wana spend my life with or is it some place i rather go and live freely... do i want love or am i craving for freedom. my hearts tell me so many things...what i like and i what i want but when i question about this even my hearts confused... what am i suppose to be doing now? who should i ask for help? have i gone insane? or am i demanding far too much from life???
i thought a lot about it, my mind came up with various reasons n answers but none satisfied my heart.
i ask you..... what should i be doin now?
Living a metamorphosis life.
Spreading My Colourful Wings and searching a Perfect World, like the one my mind has envisioned, my heart has felt n my soul has sensed.
I have searched it everywhere but have not found it yet but sumhing inside my heart tells me that il definitely find it sumday, if i just dint gave up n i won`t.
I hope and wish it to be real...As Real As Dreams Are!!!
Ever wondered how it would have been if we never had any Dreams or given up on all Hopes? Bad Huh!?!
Once i read somewhere that the loser is one not who have failed but one who had given up. Hopeless!!!
We often use words Faith,Hope,Love,Trust,Understanding,Belief...but how many of us actually know the true meaning of them?
I always considered myself like a Butterfly, not cus its beautiful but cus i feel i lived n m living like a Butterfly and my dreams n wishes are like a Butterfly...ONLY IF I HAD WINGS AS REAL AS THEM!
Then i too would be flying here, there n everywhere lolz, touching the sky, feeling the air above, admiring the fresh dew drops on the grass, fluttering my wings on every lovely flower,smelling their fragrance.playing in the garden where i believe angels n fairy reside among the beautiful pansy,orchids,lilies and blue bells. Thumbelina
but My Hope and My Dreams are my two wings, encouraging me n supporting me n making everything psbl for me.
Sumtimes I get hurt too but like a Phoenix I rose up again and try again to make my Butterfly dreams as real as possible. Someone up there understands this hehe for always I have been healed n blessed n loved. How I know this?
Hmm cus always I feel something inspiring me, teaching me n encouraging me God has his own ways to show He Loves Us. N then I want to fly again, as high as I can. he just gives wings to your dreams n lets you fly if you really n truly want it.
Though I have been blessed with everything or almost so but I am not satisfied yet, not cus m greedy but I am yet to realize My Most Favorite and Lovely Dreams..The one dream which is soooo close to my heart n I hope il be The Happiest if I could just find My Perfect World.
But What is this Perfect World? Like you, I asked myself too and from some corner of my heart a tiny little unfulfilled Wish crept out n said to me ~LISTEN TO YOUR HEART– MIND CAN DIVERT BUT HEARTS NEVER LIE~
Then I realized if for once I just listen to my heart I believe il find My Perfect World and then only I can be a Real BUTTERLY...But till now i have not a clue of what it is...is it someone i wana spend my life with or is it some place i rather go and live freely... do i want love or am i craving for freedom. my hearts tell me so many things...what i like and i what i want but when i question about this even my hearts confused... what am i suppose to be doing now? who should i ask for help? have i gone insane? or am i demanding far too much from life???
i thought a lot about it, my mind came up with various reasons n answers but none satisfied my heart.
i ask you..... what should i be doin now?
WIDGETIZE