My beautiful Mind

She said I'm done! Nobody will ever really love me, he said he loved me, but shortly after he left, no reason, no convo, no love, just left. She felt played, she felt hurt, she felt used, so tired of rejection she drank a couple shots, fumbled into the bathroom with a bottle of pills, dropped 3 tears, one for her daughter, one for her mother and one for her father. In a split section a handful of vicodin was pumping in her veins! She sat in the floor crying uncontrollably right before she blacked out. A her family member found her, panicked and called 911...........sirens filled the yard as everyone came outside to see what happen! She tells the doctor what she did and why, he told her to live her life and never give a man all your power. A tear shed as she thought about how close she came to death and her daughters smile brought her back. As she came back home to recoup, she picks up her phone to see a message that says tell me to use a gun next time, another tear, but this time she just hardened her heart, tossed his thoughts into a pile with the rest of them that hurt her, forced on a smile and said from now on, I have 1 love, my child! The love for everyone else is cut off