Miss Gimi

Yes Kylie, WHAT is going on?

Dear Diary,
so, you didn't clean the flat, again? No food in the fridge either. What am I to do with you..

Started the day with the normal crappy feeling, woke up too early, still managed to be late from work. Nothing to eat, hungry all the time. Chose isolation but after multiple comments joined the entourage. Miss J totally cracked me up again, all of us really. How lucky can you get with people, she's right on the edge of no more. To make a long day short, we should pay her extra.

We're having some telecommunication problems, I keep trying to contact my sister and brother but no answer, or the answers come way too late. He's a part-time idiot I know, just like me, it's so easy to not answer or hang up and not return the call.
And on a diet? wft.

But to return to this day, where are all my instincts to protect myself? An elderly woman nearly whooped me down at the gym a moment ago. Yes, I'm sure whooped is a word in some language. We were supposed to play catch in a kind, gentle way, but what not, just might see some bruises tomorrow. My defence skills are totally crap, have no sence at all about where I should turn and when. And like that isn't enough, I just smile with all my teeth if some one punches me. But oh what a feeling when you can easily do all the exercises and you see some guy, maybe ten years older, struggling with it.
I know I'm a grown-up when I lose that feeling.

Food.

xxAnnaxx

Forgot something.

Where is the man who's responsible for my evening walks? The sunsets are perfect, the weather is fine, the road is by the sea but there's no sight of him, again. No messages, no calls, nothing. Wrong city always and forever?
How crappy are we.

I hate waiting.
So why do I always rush to school or where ever on time when everybody else is always late? Teachers and all. Why do we exchange phonenumbers if we're not going to use them to let the other know we're going to be late? Why? Rrrrrh drives me crazy. I've known of this lovely feature of mine for sometime now, but now I'm really noticing that I do not calm down all that easily, or quickly. Terrible. Idiotic. Teenagerlike.
And than, what do I do next. Go to that womenhater shoefixer, huge huge guy who stinks and is always as rude as ever. He practicly shouted at me, and what did I do, yeah I asked if he could fix my shoes, that should turn anyones face blue.

Now this is why I adore my brother (and why I'm always on time), he gives me three minutes notice and than he's off. Never has left without me. Oh, and another reason, he took me here for dinner yesterday. Called me up, came to pick me up and paid for it all. Wind was blowing about 21m/s, lovely waves, a little car crash, amazing food and always hilarious company.

But anyways, what's going to fix this day.. a snowstorm would be nice, but since the sky is blue, I'll settle for some food.

Mrrauh.

So...
It seems that I have somehow torn or streched my abs
how ever ridiculous that can sound. How I did it is even more ridiculous.
I think it was thursday or friday morning, I have a mean old alarm clock which has two alarms in one. I usually set the first to go off at 6:40, the radiomode that is, and than the other one as a backup to go off at 7:00, that's the worst sounding alarm even, there are no little bells ringing or small beeb sounds coming out, it's a sound straight from alarm clock hell I think, and everytime it goes off, no matter how early it is, my first thought always is that I gotto turn it off fast 'cos the neighbours will simply kill me.
So that's what I did,
I didn't wake up to the sound of the radio, but to the alarm and I jumped up to a sitting position - the clock is at the footend of my bed, on the floor - and streched out to the floor. I'm pretty sure I've never done any situps that fast ok, I'm pretty sure I've never done anything that fast. Five start exercise.
My abs hurt.
Great.
What's next? I'm gonna bite off my own ear?

Alert, my head's a mess and words are blurry.

So this is why I was so tired for the past few days?
Got slight fewer, sneezing, muscle ache, all that.
My neck is sore and my eyes hurt.
There were no signs of it till last night really, I even did my excersises..

Yea I'm a big girl, I've been down this road before, it'll only last for a few days. At least it better.. got things to do. Got the busiest week of the fall coming up.

Got my eyes checked yesterday, can't wait to get those new glasses, they were just lovely. They should be. That store was great, good service, got three people helping me at the best, and the discount, again, perfect.

I better go lay down.