Sunday, 15. November 2009, 17:17:58
The thing is me and my room mates were having a fight through twitter this afternoon. I know, it's not mature.
The situation was like this: I was sleeping and this was the i-don't-know-how-many times their noisy sound woke me up. I was having a headache, so i couldn't control my emotion. Then i got mad, i slammed the door and i posted an f word in my twitter. Then, the fight began.
But then, i felt bad being harsh to those people. I admit we both have mistakes, so finally, i admitted my mistakes to those people and say sorry. But i have to say too that they actually did more mistakes to me and my friends then i did to them ( i don't mean that i'm the right one here, it's just somehow, you know, and this statement is actually about one particular person in 'those people')
So, am i being a loser? I was just trying to be more mature, and have a nice relationship with people. Hopefully, they will take it seriously, because when i talked to them, their answers were really short. And i also hope that they will not look down on me as if i'm a weak person, and then start doing things as they want again and make other people angry.
Tuesday, 13. October 2009, 13:11:58
I knew from the beginning that i have problem in trusting my classmates when we are having a group project. Especially when i knew that the person is ‘weak’, if you know what i mean. I’m not saying that i’m far better than those people, it’s just that i worry so much if that person doing the most important thing in the project, there will be a lot of mistakes. And this thing became worse since i went to study abroad. There’re a lot of people from other countries, and i must say that mostly, their english is not good. Well, my english is not that excellent, but theirs (especially my group member) is worse. Again, i’m not complimenting myself, but sometimes you just know. So this language problem became one of the reason why i don’t trust others to do works that involves a lot of speaking or writing. In the end, i often end up doing those things myself.
So i’m wondering…Is it just me? Or is it normal?
Saturday, 5. September 2009, 17:15:10
Today's plan was to go to Ikea at Tampines with my friends. I got new things! ^^. Ikea has so many nice and cute things! It makes me want to buy all of it. I swear later when i have my own house, i'll design every room it has with nice things just like those in ikea. But i gotta work hard to earn lots of money.
But it seems that going to ikea wasn't enough ^^. From Ikea, we went to Daiso in Plaza Singapura. Then, we went home just to drop those shopping bag and we went again to Haji Lane. I found the shoes that i really really want from a loooong time ago. But the price was so expensive! 89.90$ ! T_T
After Haji Lane, we went to Suntec City. We end up on dead end on our way to there, so we had to get out of the pedestrians passage, go down a small hill, walk under the bridge. What an experience!
From Suntec City, we went to Esplanade. We found a Jazz show! It was terrific! The way the band played the songs was really amusing and fun.
In short, today was fun. Really fun!
Saturday, 22. November 2008, 17:31:10
It has been two weeks after my best friend, Kyaron chan, passed away. We haven't been able to fulfill our promise to meet. I regret it so much. I regret many things. So far, i couldn't even give her any meaningful advice when she had a problem. I couldn't force her to get a rest, eventhough i knew that she's too tired. And many things....
Now that she's gone, i just wish i can do more for her. Lately, if i remember any of our forum gathering, i remember her. I really want to meet her and do some drawing practise with her, but i know it's not possible now...
To dearest kyaron, i hope you rest in peace.
Saturday, 13. September 2008, 16:32:34
I'm in love with Uruha!! Hahahahaha....
Really, Uru has made me really2 crazy, that i able to spend the hole day infront of computer just doing something related to Uruha.
Well, some of my friend said that i'm kinda odd, liking a 'pretty' guy like Uruha. But guess what? I don't care. Everybody's taste are different, so, if my friends think that Uruha isn't cool enough, it's okay, because for me Uru is so so so so handsome, gorgeous, cute, cool.....what else?? Heeem... I don't know. In short, Uru is simply gorgeous.
But sadly, i won't be able to meet Uruha, or see Uruha live right now. The first factor is ofcourse...money. I don't have enough money to go to Japan to see his concert or anything. Another is my home isn't at Japan, and as long as i can remember, none of the Japanese artist have ever held concert here.
So i need to do something if i want to meet Uruha. Like what? I still have no idea. Saving money would take really reaaaaaalllllyyy long time, so for now, it's not a good idea for i'm still a high school student with no chance to get part time job. Even if can save some money right now, i will only enough to buy the cheapest flight ticket to Japan, then i will have no money left to see gazette or to go home, then i'll be starving there in Japan. See? It's not a good idea. Asking my parents to take me to Japan and buy me gazette's concert ticket and goodies aren't good ideas also. They will punch me so hard to make me realize that the cost is so expensive, that they rather use the money to buy me something else.
The conclusion is that i like Uruha, but i'm kinda hopeless. Right now, i can only pray and hope, so that one day, i will be able to meet him.
Friday, 11. July 2008, 07:13:31
The Gazette, Magazine, Arena37, Uruha
Hey!!...This is my first post in My Opera blog.
Well actually i have another blog in Wordpress and Live Journal...But the contents are almost the same.
So today, i saw my Friends page in LiveJournal, and Arena37 August edition Uruha scans are already there! Yay!Finally Uruha got his own personal interview. I've been waiting for it. Why did it take so long? I mean, Ruki already got lots of personal interview, then Aoi got his 20 special pages personal interview, Reita and Kai also got his personal interview, but Uruha hasn't got anything. But then, GOD answered my pray (hahaha...i know it's too exagerated). Uruha has his 6 pages personal interview in Arena 37 August Edition. Eventhough he didn't appear on the front cover.
But heey.....there's another big news. It's okay that Uruha only got 6 pages and didn't appear on the front cover. It's also okay that the other members got more personal interview than Uruha, because Arena 37 will release Arena 37 Special September which has Uruha on it's cover and 40 pages of his personal interview! Yay! I really love Uruha. Well, actually....since i can't read Japanese and i can't buy that magazine for some reasons, so what i'm waiting for is his photo scans!!! You can't deny how cute and gorgeous Uruha is, can you? (Wait, this sentence is for you who loves visual kei and have the same taste with me). I know people who have different taste from me will say that Uruha is weird or whatever. But i like him. And most people who likes gazette or visual kei will say that Uruha is gorgoeus.
Another thing that make me happy is that the magazine is a September edition. I'm having my birthday on September. So it's like a coincidence having Uruha 40 pages personal interview and my birthday in the same month. It feels like a birthday present for me. Hahahaha...I know, i know, it sounds sooo weird. But it make me smile, so it's okay isn't it? Well, actually it's released on August, because usually Japanese magazine releases the magazine a month earlier then i should be. But still...it's September Edition.
Thanks to Uruha for making me smile. Thanks to the Arena37 for presnting Uru in the magazine. Thanks for the people who gave the idea of making Uruha appear on the front cover and on the special 40 pages in September edition. And thank to GOD for letting that idea appears on those people mind ^^.
WIDGETIZE