my 6 months rule
Wednesday, 21. May 2008, 07:41:23
so i used to call it as "my 6 months rule"
I’ve always changed myself to be what my bf likes.
just like I’m chameleon.
You know, like change the color to the things I’m with.
I just wanted to please them
by being their ideal girl or,
by doing what they like.
I know this sounds very hypocritical
but I thought their happiness was my happiness
so i treid to be what they like.
But you know, at some point time,
I notice that I’m tired of being or doing what they like.
And it makes me like,
“alright, I quit!!!”
because all of sudden, I notice that what I’ve been doing is just acting as their doll girl.
it starts choking me, and makes me wanna braek up
or I just run away.
That’s 6months usually.
Maybe I just can’t keep acting more than 6months that’s why 6 months
But now I’m with my super monkeylove.
I didn’t even notice when it passed 6months.
Though I wanna try be his perfect girlfriend,
I don’t know what to do or how to be
because I still have no idea what kind of girl he likes.
So, there’s no chance for me to be his chameleon girl unfortunately or fortunately.
Good for me though







