i usually break up with bf within 6months. so i used to call it as "my 6 months rule"
I’ve always changed myself to be what my bf likes. just like I’m chameleon. You know, like change the color to the things I’m with.
I just wanted to please them by being their ideal girl or, by doing what they like. I know this sounds very hypocritical but I thought their happiness was my happiness so i treid to be what they like.
But you know, at some point time, I notice that I’m tired of being or doing what they like. And it makes me like, “alright, I quit!!!” because all of sudden, I notice that what I’ve been doing is just acting as their doll girl. it starts choking me, and makes me wanna braek up or I just run away.
That’s 6months usually. Maybe I just can’t keep acting more than 6months that’s why 6 months
But now I’m with my super monkeylove. I didn’t even notice when it passed 6months.
Though I wanna try be his perfect girlfriend, I don’t know what to do or how to be because I still have no idea what kind of girl he likes. So, there’s no chance for me to be his chameleon girl unfortunately or fortunately. Good for me though