Super Happy Tokyo Girl!!

alright, i was tagged by Kyosuke!
so basically what I gotta do by tagged is just answer these question below Right?
Ok, here we go

1.If your lover betrayed you.What will your reaction be?
If, if, if ,if, my boyfriend, monkey, betrayed me..
I guess I would not ask the reason,
just leave him without say anything.
it would be a too heavy damage on me, you know

2.What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Hey we don’t need to share the same feeling all the time.
It is natural that sometimes we don’t agree with each other so it’s ok.
But if it happened too often, the person can’t be my boyfriend, that’s all

3.What if question number two was the other way around?
hmmm I guess I’ll explain my feeling… but, hmm don’t know.

4.Would you rather be dumped by your Girlfriend or see her cheating on you?
I never want to catch my bf cheating on me.
That’s the worst thing..

5.What's your ideal lover?
Someone who could share everything with me.
And, well, he needs to have intelligence and craziness at the same time.
Humorous and fun to be around but still smart person would be perfect!

6.Which is more blessed.loving someone or being loved by someone?
I guess I prefer love someone.

7.If the person you like does not accept you.would you continue for them to change their feelings?
Hmmmm not sure. I guess I would try to change their mind but not gonna try on it long time for sure.

8.If the person you like is already attached.what would you do?
hands off from him if I were sober I guess?

9.If you could leave everything behind and go to a place to start anew.where would it be?
Ohohoh anywhere’s fine if my monkey would be with me !! really!
But maybe not a city like Tokyo is better.

10.What do you want most in your life?
Smile!!!! And a bit of adventure

11.Is being tagged fun?
Sure!
Especially when I have no topic to write about, it’s helpful you know

12.If you find out that your best friend is going out with your girlfriend or boyfriend.how would you react?
Going out.. you mean… dating?!
Alright, if so, I would call mybf and ask what’s going on.

13.Who is currently the most important person/s to you?
I can’t chose one person.
Needless to say my family is important,
of course my friends too
and mybf who makes me smile and gives me a confidence and security.

14.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Hahaha I don’t know much about Kyosuke but whenever I’ve got a problem, he cheered me up and helped me out. He is such a nice person and I appreciate that we have met here!

15.You always loved *fill in the blank*__________?
Music. Ok, at a age of 4, my dream was to be a singer.
And, CHEEESE!!
When I was kid, whenever I visited my grandma’s house,
she’s waiting me, stocked cheese for me.
She never has run out of cheee when im there.
Even after 15years, she never forget to buy cheese if she knows that I visit her

16.If a person you secretly like cannot recognize you.what would you do or how would you react?
Bump into him, say sorry, and try to make eye contact ahahaha

17.Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes. I think, yes. Well, yes. At least, I want to give my all.

18.If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously.who would you pick?
Well, I would pick the one I feel more comfortable to be with.

19.What type of friends do you like?
What “types” of friends?!
Hmm… I guess I like frank person,
so I want my friend to be frank and open as well,
hmm like me and my best friend,
I wanna share everything and grow up with them.

20.when was the last time you kissed someone, and who was the lucky guy/girl?
This morning,
the person was sleeping next to me,
ok, it was not monkey
it was
my little sister

i just happened to rememeber one little thing
so let me write it down in here.
When i started dating mybf, monkey,
i asked him several times if he has any plan to leave Japan.
and
his plan in next 5 years.
i guess i was pretty annoying asked him so many times the same question

but i just wanted to know if he is really the one to have a long happy relationship.
i didnt wanna make the same mistake again
like,
if he never wanted to get married, why shold i start dating with him?
if he had a plan to leave Japan in a year or so, then what's the point to start relationship?
you know

one of my friends has been dating with Canadian guy for a few month,
she knows that he's just staying here a few months on his holiday
but it seems like she never really care.

or,
another friend, she's been dating an American business man who never gonna get married.
she is 30 now, sometimes told me she might wanna get married someday..

then, what the point to be with the guys for all the girls?
love is blind, yes, it is.
i was the same like those girls before.
but not anymore.
i wasted enough time on them.
i did learn from lessons.

and i've been asking myself what kind of relationship i want,
and
now, i tried to make sure what kind of relationship guys want from me,
before i fall in love
so,
here i am
with monkey

if,
if,
if i thought i would breakup someday,
i never had started

of course, i used to dated with guys just for fun, i flirt with guys,
but just to have a good time, to enjoy the moment
without thinking that much
you know
for nothing, just for fun

but
is that what i want with monkey?
is monkey just for fun?

NO
caz i could imagine that we'll have long long happy relationship

oh sorry it doesnt make sense at all..
no nothing im a bit comfused.
i mean, what am i writing here?
all i wanted to say is,
just,
monkey is the one i wanted to be with


p.s.
Dear Iku
relationship is something we build together
to make it better, stronger, and stiff by taking time and effort and love.
gotta get through bad time and good time together,
but, that's why we could be perfect to be together someday
right?
oh, am i talking about us? sounds like you and me huh? ahaha
love ya