Elizabeth

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Existencial ennui

Monday, 5. October 2009, 07:00:42

keep breathing, blank, lightlessness, dance ...

More than this... You know there's nothing more than this...

I need to get out of this rut, this listlessness that invades me when I think of how unimportant everyhting I do is.

Who can show me how to live, what it actually is to live a full life, a real life? Who can tell me what to do, what meaningful action can make me feel like a real person?
I need someone to save me... I need magic...

Rescue me, I'm lost. Save me, from myself?

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When did we forget our dreams?

Tuesday, 15. September 2009, 04:50:55

death, dark, blank, black ...

http://xkcd.com/137/

I wanted to run away. I wanted to kiss a boy, or at least have the guts to smile. I wanted to go to night party and get pissed, drunk off my ass, smoke a little, maybe barf on the nice carpet. I wanted to get on that bus and go to the beach, go to a cafe and just sit and sip alone. I wanted to at least pass by the places where I know they are hiring, maybe ask for information.

But I couldn't stop. I just kept walking along the same path I always walk, standing at the same corner, waiting for the light to change. And crying a little.

I'm crawling out of my skin...

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Didn't we almost have it all?

Friday, 14. August 2009, 04:26:24

keep breathing, blank

Keep breathing...

I Want to Kiss Someone Desperately

Thursday, 23. July 2009, 08:01:34

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http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Want-To-Kiss-Someone-Desperately/25378

I want to find someone... a real someone...
Even if it's just for a little while, and I'll take friendly hugs as well...

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