I wanted to run away. I wanted to kiss a boy, or at least have the guts to smile. I wanted to go to night party and get pissed, drunk off my ass, smoke a little, maybe barf on the nice carpet. I wanted to get on that bus and go to the beach, go to a cafe and just sit and sip alone. I wanted to at least pass by the places where I know they are hiring, maybe ask for information.
But I couldn't stop. I just kept walking along the same path I always walk, standing at the same corner, waiting for the light to change. And crying a little.
But I do do lots of foolish things. What can I say, I'm a comical being. I like to make people laugh. But then again, I'm weirdo.
Anyway, I think some people can be a little over critical with their 'image'; reluctant to dance because they say they don't know how (even though they'd liek to), or... idk. I don't take myself to seriously (probably why no one else does). Thinking of how you embarrased yourself when you fell on your ass on the slipery floor, or said the wrong word in an oral presentation, and feeling just a little like a loser, I'm over that. No one will remember in a week. No one will remember you existed in 100 years:rip:. Life's to short to hold yourself back, so have a little fun.
P.S.: yeah I jumped in the pool and got suspended. It was fun, the water was great, Mr. Tanuki was there too, and I'd do it again [put that in your pipe and smoke it, Rene ]
Tears at the begining of spring break is not a good sign, and I knew it.
I inicially thought if I couldsurvive this spring break, I could survive the rest of my life, no temptation, no escape. But now, seconds out, one week of bliss a sudden bump. I'm not sure what it was, but I can count them in one hand...my tears. It was strange, but then again, vacations always make me feel strange. I find myself more alone that usual with the extreme lack of human contact.
I was doing so well. So, why? I truly feel it, the calm; but then again, I have a bad feeling about these vacations...
I think this would be gray, that's what I think of such scenes, it's always cloudy. It was gloomy today...I thought it was going to rain...just wind and cold...
[put that in your pipe and smoke it, Rene 
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WIDGETIZE