Tears at the begining of spring break is not a good sign, and I knew it.
I inicially thought if I couldsurvive this spring break, I could survive the rest of my life, no temptation, no escape. But now, seconds out, one week of bliss a sudden bump. I'm not sure what it was, but I can count them in one hand...my tears. It was strange, but then again, vacations always make me feel strange. I find myself more alone that usual with the extreme lack of human contact.
I was doing so well. So, why? I truly feel it, the calm; but then again, I have a bad feeling about these vacations...
I think this would be gray, that's what I think of such scenes, it's always cloudy. It was gloomy today...I thought it was going to rain...just wind and cold...