Me, my life

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i always thought no one cared about me because i was different and unusual. yea i had a group of friend who would follow me around but, i only thought they did because the cool stuff i had. i thought my best friend, the one I'm so deeply in love with, only liked me because we love playing video games. but he told me he likes me for who i am and not what i look like or have. he knows about everything i been through. he knows the pain i went through since i was young because he was always there for me and i never realized it. even though my parents walked out on me when i was young and my new mom died a few years ago, he kept telling me he loves me and kept my hopes up. and now i know i am truly loved by someone.... a lot of people...
happiness begins
when the pain ends
the pain end for me
because of a friend
You dropped the glass
on my heart
and it broke
but i didn't feel any pain

Valentines day

i found out i cant be with the one i love the most tomorrow.. he told me he got sick... somehow i knew i was going to be alone this Valentines day... well i hope you have a good valentines day..
its funny how opposites attract
and similar repels...

Lies?

I thought everything was back to normal
I thought that my fear was gone
You came back and apologized
And told me you wouldn't hurt me anymore

They told me I shouldn't believe you
That I should just move on
My feelings were a mistake
Something that you ripped and tore

So why are you convincing me
That what you say isn't a lie
Now I'm thinking about what you ask
Yes was my answer before

So much questions in my head
Convincing me you're the truth
But when I think about your lies
You're the person I want to ignore

But what if you're not lying
Maybe you're telling the truth
It's almost funny to say
I'm the one who caused you the most pain

Hate

You left me because I'm different
Now I'm crying alone
I met someone new and he's my best friend
He understands me better than you
But you still make it hard to move on....

Would it change

would the world be any different if i wasn't here?
would the people i love will survive if i wasn't here?
would rules will be different?
would lives would be changed?
if you could erase me from this world, would you do so?
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