No More Than Nothing

下午去交稿费，恩

今天竟然在8：43起来啦！！！

(It starts with)
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

春困一直困扰着我，每天都是10点多才醒来，实在是太可怕了。万一嗜睡了咋办，可是又下不了决心定闹钟，很久以来没有这么能睡觉了，要珍惜啊。总之，矛盾啊。

真的感觉到记忆力在衰退了，看了这么多天的NSTableView，可是还是没有头绪应该怎么做，一头雾水的看了别人写得sample，还是没什么概念。不过基本流程已经知道了。软件嘛，本身就是一门实验科学，相信开始动手做就会有进展了。

明天要去帮同学接他们的小狗，不免想起了我的小乔，看样子以后是没有机会再见到它了。虽然我很想很想它，

小乔，希望你能记得你的爸爸，叔叔可以有很多，但是爸爸只有一个。

前天去同学家吃了咖喱牛肉饭，很好吃，基本比食堂的好吃上百倍吧，起码土豆都熟了。什么时候有机会推荐Tom同学也来尝尝。记得3年前在西郊宾馆吃了一回饭之后，好像很久没有在一起吃过非西餐了。好久没有联系他了，还不知道他的新家是什么样子。

这几个星期似乎进入了春困季节，每天正常时间睡觉，可是等醒来之后，就到了午饭时间了，从来没有春困过，不知道今年怎么回事。一直感觉是宿舍太冷了，晚上总是睡着不舒服。不过，按照北京的脾气，夏天马上就要来了。北京，没有春天！！

正式开始学习Mac OSX下的编程了，虽然项目验收的事情很紧张，可是我发现就我一个人在紧张，其他人该干什么干什么，似乎不关他们的事情，反正我就是一个民工，只负责干活，不想再多负责什么了。既然大家都这么轻松，那就不要怪我自己忙自己了，反正偶5月开始就要开始写毕业论文了。那个时候再找我，哥们儿我就对不住了。哼哼。

这几天一直在研究NSTableView，这个恐怕是系统里面用的最广和用法最复杂的控件了。搞定这个，再搞定toolbar，就要开始做偶的产品了。名字都想好了，GWgetX。Simply Look, wget Power! 之后就是一个比较全面的压缩解压的软件，名字还没有想好。两个比较相像，说白了，都是wrapper程序，界面的工作多一些，然后用用NSTask, NSPipe，应该就行。所以现在就从界面开始入手。嗯。不过毕业之前搞定比较悬，就像一个人说的，最Lengthy的work是界面，最复杂的工作是modal。像我初学的，还是从lengthy开始吧，才能快速的熟悉起来。

不过一个问题就是，Mac的文档实在是写得让人没话说，没错是没错，就是看完了之后还是不知道怎么做。呵呵。