From the Ground to the Sky
Thursday, 24. July 2008, 07:23:40
This rain seems to be pouring for ever... People making promises they can`t keep... I`m feeding on dreams, chatting to human freaky nature... wasting time, like I`d have it unlimited... I`m waiting for something to happen. Waiting for that sunny warm afternoon, when I could pun a fancy dress on and a kinky pair of high-heels and meet you for a coffee... Aw, well, I know it`s gonna be crap.I know you for 5 years, already. I know you`re gonna ask my opinion about another, as usuall. You won`t see what you`d supposed to see... But, I`m still patient. You`re my friend, what the heck!
Lately, I`ve been feeling old and lazy. No wonder! I`m getting older in two weeks!
I hate birthdays! 
There`s a funny freak-show I`ve entered and it makes me sick! Too much resignation and anger around. I`m learning not to rely on friends anymore, not to be fooled by appearences anymore...
This city is too small! It seems that everybody knows everybody... Can`t make a move without them knowing! . Still, the city is too big so that some of us could realy meet, when we`d supposed to 
. Those I care for are too busy to wander with me, while I`m having too much spare time. Actually, I have plenty of work to do and no will for doing it . Damn!
There`s, still, some hope remained: I may be going to the seaside someday, next month, to get an adrenaline rush.. That would be a change.
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Don`t want to drag anyone with me into the nightmare that follows in a couple of months! Don`t need a twisted mind around. I have my own, already.
Lately, I`ve been feeling old and lazy. No wonder! I`m getting older in two weeks!
I hate birthdays! There`s a funny freak-show I`ve entered and it makes me sick! Too much resignation and anger around. I`m learning not to rely on friends anymore, not to be fooled by appearences anymore...
This city is too small! It seems that everybody knows everybody... Can`t make a move without them knowing!
. Still, the city is too big so that some of us could realy meet, when we`d supposed to . Those I care for are too busy to wander with me, while I`m having too much spare time. Actually, I have plenty of work to do and no will for doing it . Damn! There`s, still, some hope remained: I may be going to the seaside someday, next month, to get an adrenaline rush.
. That would be a change. ................................................................................................
Don`t want to drag anyone with me into the nightmare that follows in a couple of months! Don`t need a twisted mind around. I have my own, already.
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