Sunday, 26. October 2008, 10:17:57
Things have sure changed in my life of late. The good lady wife of 27 years has decide to do things for herself and number 2 son and has moved to independent lodgings.
Didn't see that coming but not all that surprised really. She has changed quite noticably since coming through ovarian cancer. The past 2 years have been a nightmare of emotions and tears (for both of as).
The poor dogs are having a time of it, trying to work out what is going on as we see each other regularly then go our separate ways.
Wednesday, 23. July 2008, 14:05:28
We didn't go too well tonight
Lost the evening 8 game to 3. My personal performance was less than impressive, but then I am 2 weeks into changing from right to left handed throwing. Some of the team think it is a strange thing to do but I was falling away in consistancy right handed so decide it was time to do something drastic. It seems to be paying off as my grouping is much closer and getting more accurate.
Will persist and hope for steady improvement
Monday, 21. July 2008, 12:03:25
The week starts fine , blood tests 7.30am, no breakfast till later. Coffee, mmmmmm great coffee, work...it's timesheet day again (how inconvenient).
At least when I get home the dogs are pleased to see me.
I really need to start reading again cause it would help me stay off the net for a while!!!! but there's aalways something to see and some email to answer, some driver to update or other.
Heaters on and warming nicely now but Tuesday brings work again and the Tour de France next stage is about to start so late to bed again tonight. No, NO Tour tonight it's a rest day so off to bed me thinks.
Sunday, 20. July 2008, 06:34:12
We got angry, fought, he left and won't come home again.
I,m ashamed of my behaviour and sorry for the hurt I caused.
I was meant to protect, not divide the family.
We deal with pressure in many different ways, but medications have a way of interferring!!!
I will try to talk to him about it when he is able.
My son, is Autistic, angry, hurt and unforgiving
THAT WAS BLACK FRIDAY