The Dork

i don't really like home. but it is home. i could hardly tolerate staying there for a weekend - like i charge my batteries for 2 weeks and use it up over 2 days. i kinda got used to staying away from home, so much so that i dread the change in my usual routine when i go back.

but all that is about to change. it might be painful, but i believe it is the right thing to do in the long run. i have given up my fun job for something, a tad more serious perhaps. a mix of feelings. excitement, fear and hope.

singapore has never been home. i do however, consider the 200 square feet of space i am in right now, quite homely. yes i am homely. roomly? i like my TV. my PC. my wives. my bed. my table. my drawer of goodies. i really can't wait for the day i get my own place. i have been travelling, moving, changing all my life. perhaps this is the feeling of wanting to settle down?

i like change actually. a new environment. new challenges. and becoming debt free is a great change too. finally paid off my irritating loan, closed to stupid account, and cut the ugly atm card to shreds. cheers.

having said that, my upcoming vacation in 20 odd days is something i've been looking forward to for a while. the man needs a break. he's going to sleep till the sun burns his face! maybe go to some beach place and relax. get some spa treatment. get away from the monitor for a bit.

as this chapter of my life comes to a close, i cannot wait for the next one.