An Awakening
Tuesday, 10. March 2009, 01:18:06
Life is this perpetual thing. Infinite, not really but continuous for sure. It should never be taken for granted but I think we all do once in a while. I'm not sure how things like this come to a person at such strange times but I am sitting here watching Current. On comes Sigur Ros, a music group that my youngest brother is quite fond of but I have never really heard before and something clicked. Maybe it was the previous call from my one of my very best friends as she was in distress and I sat there and explained how no matter what things will always get better. Nonetheless, something clicked.
I'm not sure what it was it was and frankly it may have been an explosion rather. Something just told me that maybe I need to do something bigger. Sure, the club life is fun. The partying is a blast. I have times I will always remember, I won't stop that really. But maybe I need to do something bigger this summer. Maybe instead of waiting for my next out of state booking to come to me or me searching for it, perhaps in the meanwhile I need to plan a vacation. I haven't had a real vacation in years. Maybe I just need to run away for a bit.
Obligations and ridiculousness are what hold down most people in their mediocre day to day 40 hour a week life. I feel that I have broke free from the mundane quite well in my life but it still feels incomplete. Most anyone would tell you that I am a happy person and I would agree, I even am as I type this but I still feel like there is something missing. I need to feel awake.
I'm not sure what it was it was and frankly it may have been an explosion rather. Something just told me that maybe I need to do something bigger. Sure, the club life is fun. The partying is a blast. I have times I will always remember, I won't stop that really. But maybe I need to do something bigger this summer. Maybe instead of waiting for my next out of state booking to come to me or me searching for it, perhaps in the meanwhile I need to plan a vacation. I haven't had a real vacation in years. Maybe I just need to run away for a bit.
Obligations and ridiculousness are what hold down most people in their mediocre day to day 40 hour a week life. I feel that I have broke free from the mundane quite well in my life but it still feels incomplete. Most anyone would tell you that I am a happy person and I would agree, I even am as I type this but I still feel like there is something missing. I need to feel awake.
WIDGETIZE
badiennet # 17. April 2009, 20:24