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This morning I've read this in a book chosen randomly in my library, it express what I feel when I think at my days of youth. I'm only 25 years old, but many things are changed in comparison of my youth...

Edgar Lee Masters. (Spoon River Anthology.)
111. Ernest Hyde

MY mind was a mirror:
It saw what it saw, it knew what it knew.
In youth my mind was just a mirror
In a rapidly flying car,
Which catches and loses bits of the landscape.
Then in time
Great scratches were made on the mirror,
Letting the outside world come in,
And letting my inner self look out.
For this is the birth of the soul in sorrow,
A birth with gains and losses.
The mind sees the world as a thing apart,
And the soul makes the world at one with itself.
A mirror scratched reflects no image--
And this is the silence of wisdom.

There is something new in my mind,
every day.
More order, day by day.
There are still confusions, and things that aren't alright,
but I feel strong.
I feel that everything can be possible,
if I live every moment with consciousness.
I feel that nothing can stop me now.

Today is my 25th birthday... 1/4 of a century!
I can't feel like in a fest day, in these days i'm still studying... I'm tired to write here that i'm studying, i'm so boring talking always about this exam!
I'm becoming crazy , but i want to thank my lovely Valentina because she's helping me to don't become really crazy, when i call her she has the right words and gives me more force and smiles in my face!
I want to thank also my great family because they always make me smile and give me happiness!
And i want to thank all my friends that also if i'm hide behind my study since too much years, when i see them accidentally, the friendship is still the same!