THE MIND OF A MANIPULATOR

This afternoon, my former boss was asking how im adapting to this new organization and i simply said to her 'good. Im doing very good'.

Later that day, karma came knocking on my door with a $900 bill in hand.

Nothing ever makes sense to me in this world.

I'd just made a vow to myself to turn into an optimist but then again, there's always karma.

It'll never leave me in peace.

So what's the point now? You tell me.

It has been a while, hasn't it??

fact is, im actually at work at the moment with nothing specific to do coz all of my Managers and Officer has abandoned me here with little to do. they went for a business trip to overseas.

so, how has it been since i started working here? environment wise...its cool. i havent yet to get myself close to any one of them here yet but from the look of it, they are very nice people. i love those lots at Baiduri still though coz they're crazy people but yeah, the peeps here are very down to earth and friendly. gona work on my social skill soon. i'll make them remember that im a part of this organisation just in case i die like perhaps...tomorrow??

speaking of which, as the superiors of mine are all gone today till god-knows-when, im going to be pretty free. the difference between this company and baiduri is that the workload is more merciful. the first day i came i was seriously dumbfounded coz i had nothing to do the whole freaking day except for surfing the internet. i mean, the whole DAY sitting at my desk with nothing specific to do. that was a shock. banar. berabis. coz there is no 'relaxshashiiooon' day in baiduri. everyday is crazy. not to mention the peak periods. no time for lunch, no time for the loo, no time for night socialization, NO TIME FOR ANYTHING! its not i wana press my luck but yea...my days with baiduri was somehow equivalent to spending a second in hell. STRESS. hopefully i'll be fine here. eh awuuuu. mejaku basar dari meja manager ku di baiduri sama aku kana bagi monitor flat screen. and FULL internet access AND external email. bliss~~~ i can never ask for more.

but i was pre-warned that sometimes it can be a tad stressful here too. but that's okay. thanks to baiduri for the "endurance test" which i informally passed. thanks for kicking my ASS coz if its not for you, i won't be here now.

its been so long now since the last time i blogged properly. now, i just don't know how to blog anymore. this is like the first time i had this blog. the awkwardness.

all in all, everything is superfine.

next in the list is NEBOSH. not me, but ejai. hopefully he'll be over and done with with that certificate by end of next year. there'll be alot for him to revise as of next year pasal he's trying to target a Distinction on that cert. pasal certnya mahal so kalau inda distinction rugi tia. all throughout of next year is going to be mohd faizal azmi's year. after next year, then we'll concentrate on me!

those are the list of things to do before kawin. see?? its not like i don't wana settle down with my life and have babies but i...i mean...we have a plan which needs to be executed before that.

Insyaallah.

owh, btw, someone's getting married in January. i pray for the best to you and your future wife. really. no kidding. i seriously wish for BEST for you guys.

okay. till then. go-de-bai!

My first encounter with the new big boss. My heart almost jumped out of my chest! Explaining to her stuff which she wants to know and at the same time have to control mcm sipandai pasal takut she'll think that aku ani ctaie kan mati! Damn! Such a relieve that its done coz it might turn out to be chaos for me. Seriously people. Sometimes you need to create another story to safeguard yourself from any unnecessary lecture and action.

damn i was nervous!

I have 44 friend requests pending just because i dont really bother to approve every each one of it. Anyways, i doubt that i know every single person so yeah, i'll let it be.

sorry everyone?

Bukan Cinta Manusia Biasa.

i should be sleeping right now as i need to drive up to bandar in the morning tomorrow but here i am staring up at the ceiling feeling all jumbled up inside.

i fear the restucturing. I fear my involvement although for only a short period of time.

The Fray - Never Say Never.

nite!

I think im gona open a blogspot account specifically for vlogging purpose. That will be fun. Then i will have a new hobby of taking videos at random hours of the day. Sounds pretty interesting. Maybe i should. First video? Definitely the one where i beat the hell outta my boyfriend, mafia style. He's fun to be with. He knows my flow. A very attentive boyfriend indeed. I can pick my nose and fart infront of him and he still thinks im the most beautiful of them all. Sweetness.

Yes. Vlog. Will do.

nitey~

I'd come to a point where i just dont bother about blogging as i used to.

but i still do read some random people's blog in my spree time.

i love clicking random links coz who knows, i might stumble across a brilliant philosopher's page.

i havent found one yet but the ones which i'd visited were okay.

some are pretty STUPID i must say.

well, atleast they keep me amuse.

nite!