Rihanna - Cry
This time was different, felt like i was just a victim. It cut me like a knife, when you walked out of my life...
Ceynur - Yağmur
Jason Mraz - I'm yours
Manga - Dünyanın Sonuna Doğmuşum
I was born at the end of the world or I'm dead but not aware of it.
Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush
Candan Erçetin - Meğer
In fact, how a lot of mistakes I have done, I have looked with close eyes, years have passed and I have counted them,in fact I have thought that you are my friend , but I have cheated myself...
Last weekend we went to Antalya for a 3 day trip with my friend Volkan. Antalya is a very beatiful city. There are so much to see there.
Antalya (formerly known as Adalia or Attalia) is a city on the Mediterranean coast of southwestern Turkey, and the capital city of Antalya Province. Situated on coastal cliffs, Antalya is surrounded by mountains. Development and investment, began in the 1970s, have transformed the city into a vacation destination.
Fluted Minaret: Built by Seljuks and decorated with dark blue and turquoise tiles, this minaret eventually became the symbol of the city.
Ottoman era streets of Kaleiçi. Kaleiçi, with its narrow cobbled streets of historic Turkish and Greek houses, is the old center of Antalya- now mainly hotels, gift shops, and bars. Kaleici retains much of its historic character, its restoration having won the Golden Apple tourism award.
Goodbye my love goodbye I always will be true So hold me in your dreams Till i come back to you
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? Why can't we become together again my love?
You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine. We've had our doubts but now we're fine, And I love you, I swear that's true. I cannot live without you.
And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will wear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my little angel You're my first love I can't forget you You have been the one for me. I'll always love you
The day we break up It's the day I died I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so hollow without you.
I wrote this by mixing lyrics of some love songs and a little inspiration ...
The last Thursday, I was robbed when I was at work. When I came home after work, I saw that somebody had broken into my flat and the door lock had been removed. I immediately called the police, they searched my home in hope to find a fingerprint but unfortunately none was found. I filed a police report but I don't think they will find the thief and I've already said goodbye to my brand new netbook and digital camera.
How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
Please tell me baby
How do I go on
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live
how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....
Dido has always been one of my favorite singers. She has a song called 'Life for rent' and I can't stop singing the song. I found this song quite suits my feelings I have nowadays.
I haven't ever really found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it I apologize once again I'm not in love But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea To travel the world alone and live more simply I have no idea what's happened to that dream Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine
If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine
If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine Cos nothing I have is truly mine Cos nothing I have is truly mine Cos nothing I have is truly mine
It's been a long time since I've written here. I had no chance to be online because I have been fulfiling my military Obligation in Turkish Armed Forces.
As you might know for all turkish men, it is obligatory to join the Turkish Army Forces as a soldier for a limited time. This is a citizenship obligation.
I've been a gendarmerie in Bornova town of Izmir for 6 months. Izmir is a very lovely city of Turkey. It is located by the Aegean sea.
It's very difficult to be a soldier for me: going to bed early, going to a guard duty for 2 to 4 hours in the middle of the night, getting up at 5 am in the morning and etc.. However, it was also a real life experience for me and i've met some lovely people.
Now I'm back. A new life starts for me. I'm in Istanbul again, I've started to work for a new company, moved to a new house, broke up with my fiancee ... It's really very complicated times for me. Wish me luck, I hope I can fix thing up and arrange things in my life as soon as possible.
Oh the wind whistles down
The cold dark street tonight
And the people they were dancing to the music vibe
And the boys chase the girls with the curls in their hair
While the shy tormented youth sit way over there
And the songs they get louder
Each one better than before
And you're singing the songs
Thinking this is the life
And you wake up in the morning and your head feels twice the size
Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna sleep tonight?
Your valentine loves you very much, probably more than everything on her life but still gives you pain more than any other person on your life. Why? Why? Why? I understand nothing about this shit but I am sure I am not the one having the same thought.
Everybody keeps saying that love is good and joyful, it makes you feel great and blah blah. It is true that there are so much good to talk about love but nobody talks about the 'bad' side of the love. Love can damage a person personally and emotionally. We should accept that.
Love is a very complicated feeling and it is usually hard to define what it is. People have tried to explain what makes people fall in love and how it happens but none succeeded. Love is a strong feeling or sexual attraction towards another person. OK, but is it enough to explain love? Why do we love a specific person and not the others? Why do we continue to love that person, even if this relationship makes you feel miserable?
A lot of people thinks that anytime they fall in love, they feel pain or they are hurt. They think that it only happens to them alone but it's not right. Most people feel the same thing.
Pain of love comes in different forms. It can be the pain of rejection, pain of loving the wrong person, pain of unfaithfulness, pain of breaking-up and etc. Where this pain come from? Does it always have to be painful? Before answering these questions, one thing we should understand here is that the love itself is not actually painful. We are the ones that makes the love painful.
Love is always painful but you can minimize the pain by paying attention to following rules. First you should be careful to whom you will give your hearth because when you fall in love to the wrong person, it can hurt you badly. Secondly, if you really think you have found the right person and you are confident about the love of your darling, don't be a pain in the neck for him/her when your lover makes a fault.
To sum up, love is a dangerous thing and might be painful. However, it might also make you feel incredible. So, don't afraid to love and to be loved. Just be careful to whom you love, appreciate your lover's feelings and don't overstate his/her small mistakes. Don't make life worse for you, it is difficult enough.
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