OPHELIA'S RAINBOW

Im fascinated by these so here is one of my name

It's always the same / It will always be / A ragged road is the path destined for me / And all I dream is painted in my head /My hopes and wishes are for my midnight tears /How now do I spend these years? /I am weary and I am tired /Never satisfied by my desires /I can count on nothing as nothing counts on me / I can love no-one hence no-one can love me /I cannot cry for My eyes drained dry / eons ago, so so long ago / whimsical days I long for you now / My passion is a green ,I envy all happiness / Thwarted by misery and haunted by my own mistakes / I can never recover,so forget about the idea to discover / No-one can touch my heart / without becoming my obsession / I have lost the will to hope and the faith to love / I am the first born black dove / I am icarus and I am echo /I am the embodiment of limerence / what a villan she is this demon in me / What a torrent of a sea of doubt / what a hurricane of fury and a tempest of pain / who looks on joy with great disdain / for joy has left me high and dry / I bear not the question why / I live that cycle where I just lay down and die.

If my light has faded / maybe thats why you're drifting away/ Like a moth to a flame / But nothing now feels the same
If my heart just wont open / Maybe Its like an annual / It can only bloom once to reason/ maybe this isnt my season
If you cannot listen / Then why take on this mission / Time is precious, time is short/ All the truth shared / I fear has been forgot
Let me not keep you / Help you out into the clear / Wont you let me know / That this aint what you desire dear
How I hate to admit / That once again Im mistaken / How can I believe now / That you and I are the same
How can I persist in hoping / That all I think I know is true / What lies for you deep in me / Admit Its not the same for you
I always cure the notion/ Long enough to entertain / My imagination and starving soul / But now I am much too old
I am at the door / Waiting for things life has in store / Im none of those things / That you see at your door
So if my love has faded / I will not put to blame / Either for that would be a shame / Thats what you get when feelings dont remain.

If only you could see/ what my heart has done to me/ if only I could tell you / how you have improved me, after all that I went through
If only I knew/ where I am heading to / in terms of all things / of what my dream sings
If only I can understand/ am I fooling myself/ are you just another man/ oh please, I need to know if you understand
If only I could escape/ this wall I built that surrounds me/ Id tell you everything, and just what you mean to me
If only I was not surfing/ On a tidal wave named uncertainty/ I could stake it all in / If you are what's in it for me.
If only these things werent between us/ these obstacles, these roads/ so much to share/ to lighten my load
The truth is, these truths belong to you/ How on earth, oh how do I reach you?

Chasing Butterflies to pass the time / At your command when you ring the chime/ Hippy heart ,dreaming art / blue and red, are my butter,are my bread
The night is my sea of twinkle light/ The endless violet where I take flight / Who is this incandescent dreamer/ That has become my alter ego ... ?
Wishing here and dancing there/ You know I really dont care/ If they laugh, well I brought them joy / Never was no mock toy
Well darling you're in for treats / See how my heart beats...beats...beats/ Now be aware you are part of this beautiful blame
If you listen clearly/ to the sparkles in my smile / you could almost nearly / Dance with me in this revelry,for a while
There is no inner child/ That aint out here wild/ Wilder than the sun / you've no idea what you have begun
Just dont hold your breath/ you just might miss/ how deep this goes ,the depth/ the everlasting kiss
Come chase butterflies my love/ We will be free,more free than that dove/ come paint new rainbows/ in colours no heart ever did dream
Sail away with me into the surreal