OPHELIA'S RAINBOW

It's always the same / It will always be / A ragged road is the path destined for me / And all I dream is painted in my head /My hopes and wishes are for my midnight tears /How now do I spend these years? /I am weary and I am tired /Never satisfied by my desires /I can count on nothing as nothing counts on me / I can love no-one hence no-one can love me /I cannot cry for My eyes drained dry / eons ago, so so long ago / whimsical days I long for you now / My passion is a green ,I envy all happiness / Thwarted by misery and haunted by my own mistakes / I can never recover,so forget about the idea to discover / No-one can touch my heart / without becoming my obsession / I have lost the will to hope and the faith to love / I am the first born black dove / I am icarus and I am echo /I am the embodiment of limerence / what a villan she is this demon in me / What a torrent of a sea of doubt / what a hurricane of fury and a tempest of pain / who looks on joy with great disdain / for joy has left me high and dry / I bear not the question why / I live that cycle where I just lay down and die.