OPHELIA'S RAINBOW

Matthew Macfayden as Mr Darcy in Pride & Prejudice. There is just something about this man. The voice is just like melted chocolate on a hot summer day, but with the eloquence of all the greatest love poems of all time. And his unique charm , suave , mannerisms, quirks and expressions. Yes , I do agree Colin Firth was the definative Mr Darcy but it's Matthew's new added composed sensitivity of Mr Darcy that gets me going. .. As he says in Pride & Prejudice: '' you have bewitched me body and soul and I love, I love. I love you... '' . And I love you Mr Darcy.

This was my first attempt at knitting a teddy bear. It was finished quite some time ago but I still need to put Eyes on him. I gave him a very furry cape Lol. From a botched up knitting experiment. So he is a vampire teddy. So Yeah. I just did another in pink. But I will see what I do with that one.

My roll asks: if you put 2 and 2 together what would you get? However Its not so much a poll as it is too see how sharp anybody could be. Have you seen? All but one option is a line from a radiohead song. And considering Its majority radiohead, it should ring bells that the good option would be to choose the one where it says IT ALWAYS MAKES A 5. Cos radiohead have a song on their HAIL TO THE THIEF album called 2+2. And the line in the song states that two and two always MAKES A five. So Anywho. Lol. Just though i would let you guys know.

Ok, so the fairytale never comes true. And I had always wished that working at Blake International would do me a world of good. It did it some ways in that I have grown personally, I'm more assertive, aware and more accepting and understanding of myself. But now that AOL BROADBAND has closed down ,I took this as a welcome sign that maybe it really wasnt the place for me. It's been a week or so now I've been at home at dinner time. Getting back to a normal life is really awkward for me because that's how bad it was working there. I have no idea whats been going on with my family and yet I live here. Things that happened last year are fresh news to me but have been done and dusted ages ago. I really feel disillusioned and out of place. But I will get there. I'm looking for a proper job now. And am planning my move to Joburg. I'm hoping to be there by June. Now I have time to do things I had put on hold for 4 years. I'm taking my life back. Oh, and today the best part was I got accepted as a hair model by one of the most elite hairstylists and salons in South Africa. My training starts in two weeks time. Wow. I never thought of myself a model. But wow, this is gonna be great.

pensive owl- my favourite endearment he kept for me.

grumpy- the other name he kept for me, to annoy me, lol. now i miss that i dont hear it.

if you keep this up woman i will marry you- his way of threatening my singleness... then...

tempest of emotion- his way of describing himself