I need to be lost right now.

Wednesday, 5. March 2008, 21:24:56

I have been so frustrated with my life the last year. I admit to have attempted very dangerous things that would have costed me my life. And the fact that i refuse to say in doing so was foolish, shows that i, if tempted by my current state of existing, i willf venture there again. Im tired and sick me being sick. I have been on treatment after treatment and nothing is working. There is nothing left to try. I am alone. With the issues my family have had, i have nobody . Its too much to talk about in detail. Im just exhausted. I just wanna sleep and not wake up. I just dont wanna exist anymore. I dont know...

One Time to Last Me A LifetimeMy Tempest. The Tempsest of Emotion.

Comments

Hey you i feel the same as you and there is noting i cud say to make you feel beter but know this you are someone and your word may mean something to someone.

By Blackrosewiccan, # 5. March 2008, 21:37:04

How so ?

By parastar, # 6. March 2008, 14:52:58

To be trueful their is nothing i can say that can help,but to live for yourself and love thoughs closest to u and live is short death is for keeps.

By NARUTO9TF, # 6. March 2008, 15:05:47

Aww Tanya, please cheer up:heart:

your smile is one of your best qualities:up:

By nopanic, # 11. March 2008, 09:23:47

Sameer Singh writes:

Oh Tanya, I can only offer these words, from me to you:

You are not alone. I am here.

Remember, I told you I am honest. I am also a man of my word. What I say, I mean, unless I'm really, Really, REALLY angry. Which isn't often, but it happens, because I'm only human.

And so are you. But people like us have so much potential, a great capacity to survive, if only we could find the ON switch. I found mine. You'll find yours, if only you look. It's easier to find than you think.

I believe we found each other after all these years for a reason. You are dear to me, I care about you, and that will never change. Take good care of yourself.

Remember, I will always be here.

~Sam.

By anonymous user, # 12. March 2008, 08:43:41

Hey sam. Thank you for those endearing words. Why couldnt your brothers be more like you. Lol. And you know what, i never really understood why we never really spoke much in school. I believe that you are right. That now we are friends, so many years after school, because now is the time when the friendship is needed and also as we are much older , we will be able to appreciate it more.

@my dear buddy nic: i will most definately try my best to recover my smile.

By parastar, # 17. March 2008, 22:28:02

glad to her that, choma

By nopanic, # 18. March 2008, 09:30:46

I mean: Glad to HEAR that, choma.

My spelling sucks

By nopanic, # 18. March 2008, 09:43:56

lol. we all do that sometimes nic. it perfectly okay.

By parastar, # 18. March 2008, 16:29:07

Thanks Tanya

By nopanic, # 19. March 2008, 12:43:12

Hmmm it says 5th of march that you posted this. Anyway you cant get lost, you still have to teach how to get cheap music dvds. And tanya knows she can talk to me i think, if she wants. Il stop with the third person now

By Carnage360, # 3. May 2008, 22:39:27

3rd person talking? Why it could only be? No it couldnt... Could it? Is it...

Im eighty per cent certain i know who this is. But your status says not on facebook anymore. But i just checked my friends list And youre still there. Is this grunge boy? Mr 80s , F1 , master of the THE BEAST?

I really really think it is...