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There's a color grey

Sunday, 5. July 2009, 01:03:58

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There's a grey color that always follow me through the road
and I can't make it change to shine on me.
There's a silent mood that always gets inside my veins
to hurt so deep and never give up until left me in this state I'm in.

I have tried to take another road to avoid its presence
but it's clever than me, and finds the way to invade me again;
I have tried to paint my walls of green... but the colors fade to grey again
And I find myself lost under the rain of times... far away.

Some people looks at my eyes saying I would be able to look even far,
and reach for a way home tomorrow.
But even so, my strenght is weak, my hands are short and I'm sure I can't
take a piece of universe to hide my sorrow.

So I say I'm sorry for being like I am
I'd like to give you my best, but I can't
My life is broken tonight
and I have to go to nowhere.

Just because there's a grey color that keeps on following me through this road,
a silent mood that keeps on coming inside my veins
and I can't shake my worst things that live inside my soul
that hurt so deep as to drive me to a repeated state of myself.

Culterpaulus (4/7/2009)

Vacations, Winter holidays, free time...It's nice to feeling well

Comments

annoushkiss 5. July 2009, 04:29

So sad and beautiful....

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 05:05

:worried:
I supposed.

Thanks for passing :smile:
I can't sleep tonite and I'm wasting some time

thetomster 5. July 2009, 05:43

:smile: very beautiful ... and sad ... yes, but not only sad ... sometimes when I'm in this mood I like to imagine the color grey as a light mix of all the other colors there are ... so it can change to a colorful and shiny grey ... not a waste of time at all thanks for sharing :up:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 06:13

:smile: Thanks, Dirk.
May be the correct sentence would be: spending some time. I'm checking messages and chatting with Opera contacts :smile:

thetomster 5. July 2009, 06:16

... my pleasure, I'm doing the same, while talking on the phone to my girlfriend in Indonesia, she's having lunch now, while I just finished breakfast and you are up at night ... I like this sort of spending/wasting time :up:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 06:24

:D Sure!
The world is fantastinc when we look it this way!

World never sleeps!

bon appetit!!!

thetomster 5. July 2009, 06:54

... thanks, pablo ... yes, world never sleeps ... hope you can find some sleep then :smile:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 07:06

:smile:
Well, it's early in Germany right now. But the day still didn't started here (4am)
I'm getting sleepy using the PC... Let's see, in some moments I'll go to bed, I think.

Do you have office today??

Oh! BTW: I've been asking my friends of MyOpera to add them to my IMessengers. Can I count with your? I'm not conected everytime, but...
If you need mine, you can use it (it's in About, as always :D )

thetomster 5. July 2009, 09:31

:smile: no office on sunday ... luckily, that's only when there's an election again, next one will be on 30th of August but we will get 1 day off for this special service then ... at the moment I'm connected to YahooMessenger most of the time you find it in the about site, of course you can count with mine :smile: thanks :up:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 10:09

Thanks! I will add it to my messenger. But I will go to sleep too. It's 7:08am here, and I need to start the day at 8:45am.

Will I do...? let's see in few minutes :lol:

Always the best, and my greetings!

annoushkiss 5. July 2009, 10:11

Good morning, Pablo! I'm really interested how are you going to work..? :eyes:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 10:20

To be true... I just don't know.
It's 7:13 and I want to sleep a little. But I have to wake up at 8:45.
I'll be like a zombie.

Well, I had a problem. Last 2 days I've been not fine at all. And this night when I went to bed, my head started to hurt a lot, I thought it would explode! I couldn't stay in bed, I was furious!!!! And then I got up, found some friends connected to messengers, read all the comments I could and spent the night that way.

I have many thing to do for today... including another meal with lots of friends. I'm not sure if coffee is a good idea, because nerves are wrong with me last days.

Oh, my friend, what kind of gut found here in Uruguay!! You must see I'm so complicated :frown:

But, of course, I'm glad you asked it so sincerily :smile:

annoushkiss 5. July 2009, 10:27

Hold on, Amigo!!! I guess you've got a kind of a winter depression :frown: I always have in February...

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 10:38

I'm almost sure I'm in that situation. I posted about it under S.A.D. I'm fighting it, and want to win. Anyway, you see I try not to change, even when some days are harder.

I hope to be ready in february to give you my best support if you need it :smile:

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 10:43

Ok, my friend. I'll go to sleep now. 1hour at least :irked:
Oh!, as I told Dirk, I took my time tonight to register all the accounts to contact my friends (Yahoo, MSN, Skype, ICQ) I hope you don't mind... because I didn't asked you before to do so.

Good afternoon to you, and see you in a while :D :D

annoushkiss 5. July 2009, 14:00

Good evening, Pablo :smile:
Hope you are better... maybe just little better but still...
I haven't been much around for the last weeks, so I had no opportunity to follow my friends' posts regularly :frown: So sorry...

I have only ICQ number :smile: You can use it instead of PM's any time you like to :yes:

Wish you to cope with your melancholy soon awww
Best wishes...

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 15:56

Must say something: Last night, friends from far away helped me a lot to resist the night. You are one of them.
And as I have remember, it's good to say thanks and commend people for doing well, I want to say it to you, from my warmer place of my heart.

I have little fear for somethings, you know. I'm not sure to talk freely, but is good to have friends... When one is like I am, there's a fear to lose everything, even friends. Please, donn't do so ....

Today I'll go to a meeting, almost a party with some friends here. They keep on calling to go, and I'll do. That will help me, I guess. I'm a strange bug, but need them

I added your ICQ. Mine is 428239008. Thanks for sharing it.

I'm sure I'll fine soon. If thi persist, I'll go to the doctor tomorrow, I promise.

I'm happy for counting with you.

-- Dirk was a great helpful man, too

thetomster 5. July 2009, 16:12

:smile: Pablo, I hope you're feeling better soon, you can catch me on my YahooMessenger 24h a day, I'll also put my new ICQ on my about site ... no need to say thank you, 'cause all of us know how it might feel or can imagine ... that's the good in a world never sleeping ... there always might be someone to share,l to talk or pay attention :up:

annoushkiss 5. July 2009, 18:54

Oh, Pablo... I guess every person is "a strange bug" indeed............ bug Everybody has their ups and downs, and it is really important to have anybody by your side when you extremely need it... I'm not sure whether I can be of any help, but I'm glad if my words give a kind of support to you.
Good luck!!!

pbuydid 5. July 2009, 19:45

@Dirk: please, let me say thank you, that's the minimal I can do.
This teach me to do the same with friends when they are in bad moments. Thanks for your "ears" and "eyes"... and words, of course.

@Anna: You've been near, and that's all I need. Your words are part of being close to me in this moment.

I wish the best things to both of you!

annoushkiss 6. July 2009, 03:12

That's the greatest thing about the internet-the people from the other side of the Earth become very near, and the distance appears to be a very relative notion.

pbuydid 6. July 2009, 03:19

I'm so agree with you, Anna.
I feel fine tonight, and gave my thankful words to all my friends in my last post.

I'm glad for counting with people like I found here in Opera!!

annoushkiss 6. July 2009, 04:29

:up: :smile:

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