Phlegyas Online

I meant to be part
Of this so called society
But I found for myself
That it lacked the humanity.

I meant to enjoy love
When I came to this world
But I found the welcome
Reluctant and cold.

I meant to find someone
But it was all just hollow
I shall give it a try
Once more tomorrow…

I meant not to be
Cut-off and discarded
But always ended up
Being broken Hearted

I meant to have friends
To share our time
But as I offered my friendship
No-one asked for mine.

I meant to have heart
When it came to great deeds
But I realized I was
Slave to my needs

I meant not to be alone in this life
And to have someone whose steps I could follow
Perhaps I should rest and try once again
To make it all better tomorrow

I meant to make my parents as proud
As for them I am indeed
But I found for myself that pride does not match
never at all with greed

I meant not to be alone in my pain
And endure it all by myself
But I found for myself that friendships don’t match
With greed, with lust and with wealth

I meant to have someone
To share all this sorrow
But hey…
there is always Tomorrow…