Like a robot from 1985

[There are things I like and things I love. I love Shiro Sagisu's music. He wrote a lot of anime soundtracks, such as Neon Genesis Evangelion 「新世紀エヴァンゲリオン」, Orange Road 「きまぐれオレンジ☆ロード」 and His And Her Circumstances 「彼氏彼女の事情」.
Also mad about the music from Cat's Eye 「キャッツ・アイ」. The only information I could retrieve was the arranger's name, Hiroshi Shinkawa. So I put this name in the "artist" tag field of my MP3 files.]

Hope I'll have soon more interesting things to say

I've never been a fan of Disney animation. I think that they are too bootlicker. If they weren't so toady they could make very beautiful movies. There are some Disney movies with a good story, good animation, but seems they always have to make everyone happy so they never go deep in the topic. About Pocahontas, the idea was nice; the movie is pretty good, I like the drawings but there are some elements that make the film less deep than it could be: "funny" animals and things like these, thought to please an audience of children.
Anyway, I think that Pocahontas has a very good soundtrack... Just around the riverbend and Colors of the wind are two of my favourite songs. Judy Kuhn has a good voice and the lyrics are very evocative.

Just around the riverbend

What I love most about rivers is
you can't step in the same river twice
the water's always changing, always flowing
but people i guess cant live like that
we all must pay a price
to be safe we lose our chance of ever knowing

What's around the riverbend
waiting just around the riverbend
I look once more
just around the riverbend
beyond the shore
where the gulls fly free
don't know what for
what i dream the day might send
just around the riverbend
for me... coming for me

I feel it there beyond those trees
right behind these waterfalls
can I ignore that sound of distance druming
for a handsome sturdy husband
who builds handsome sturdy walls
and never dreams that something might be coming

Just around the riverbend
just around the riverbend
I look once more
just around the riverbend
beyond the shore
somewhere past the sea
don't know what for
why do all my dreams extend
just around the riverbend
just around the riverbend

Should i choose the smoothest course
steady as the beating drum
should i marry Kokoumm
is all my dreaming at an end
or do you still wait for me dream giver
just around the riverbend

Colors of the wind

[Pocahontas]
You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
you don't know...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

So, I am negative. But the fact is that I am a little more negative for every negative thing that happens to me. Oh, I’m a negative creep. This is a lesson for the ones who know me, don’t try to avoid or save my mood, but try cease its wasting, instead.
Well, I’m not gonna stand in despair like the previous times.
Never been in love, and maybe never going to, but I’m able to understand when a person can become important. I usually don’t define relationships so it seems that I’m in love when I simply like someone, or seems that I’m a friend of yours when I really want you.
Negativity is a curse for me and for those who dislike horoscopes.
I think that we should be intimate friends, at least. I think you’re not the one who throws his own words out of the window. How can someone think that the fact he likes me is not enough, ‘cause I’m too negative? But above all, I am not, I’ve been not, not in that conversation! I refuse to even suppose that my qualities are nothing in front of my negativity.
So I hope I can change your mind I like you.

[I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, that's ok, 'cause so are you
We broke our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze 'cause I found God

I'm so lonely but that's ok I shaved your head
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you
there - but I don't care
I'm so horny, that's ok my will is good

I like you
{ I'm not gonna crack]

and I swear that I don’t have a gun

There's a strange fact in me that I'd often like to erase. It's that sort of gloom I cannot show... Movies are full of darkish, rebel teenagers who cry and scream out to their parents, speaking dirt... and maybe in my sorrow I've always wanted to be like that. But I am a strange thing, indeed... So I smile, and laugh, and my pain lies hidden in my mind. Even when I use a dirty language, even when I'm down, seems I'm just in a bad moment and it's going to stop within a few minutes. It's a thing I've been thinking about lately.
Anyway... yesterday, I finally met a person I've wanted to see for the last month... I'm really glad. It's a strange thing when you meet a boy you already like, but you've not seen before...
So we spent a good time together... He says he's shy... but yesterday he didn't seem so
Komita-kun we have to meet soon again!!

I'm reading a manwha by Lee So-Young in this period... Arcana!! It's got a complicated plot... It's a fantasy, and I like it a lot *_* but it's not so linear in the plot, so I cannot wait for the next volume to be out!! I wanna know who is "the one who troubles the dreams"!! I'm waiting for "Model" too, by the same cartoonist



I hope no-one got bored with this post... I promise I'll try to be less journal-style next times ^^