By Abishai dakabeithaires. Tuesday, June 5, 2012 8:04:44 PM
serving the sovereign and later to fail my duty and abandon my call, full of anointing only to be lost to desire,
A desire leading to a defiled heart,
A heart that once honoured it's creator and later dishonours the same.
I am hurt for the sins I have committed hoping to oneday hold up to heaven and today hold on to the sacred.
The feelings of my make me drop tears in my sleep and my heart falls cast down for the iniquities of this life.
My love and my hate makes not knows no magine as I cannot tell the nature of differentiation, I fall depressed for my guilt faces me right on my face, iniquities stalk on my heart and all I need is a saviour, in my quiet time I wish I could be comforted but the master of evil finds residence in the pain I feel, my face is covered with the dark veil of evil deeds that I can't even see a glance of radiant light.
All to Jesus I surrender.
To change my depression into appresion and restore the joy of my salvation.