Monday, 28. September 2009, 15:09:59
In 1986 I started to work at the shipyard repairing Containers. It was quite heavy work but it was free and the salary was Ok. But only after some months I accidently slipped with some tool and crushed my left hand under some sledge Hammer. It didn't really hurt so much and I thought it was just something that would pass in a few days or so, but the day after I went to see the doc and he told me I must have a surgery because my left forefinger was crushed and needed to be under the knife and also should be in need of a plaster. After the surgery I went home and sat down in front of my Tv. The Doc had said I was to be on the sick-list for at least 5 weeks and I was to be back to him for a check after 2 week, to see that the finger was holding the right position or something. SO...as I sat there in my living room I looked at the Tv and decided I should watch the Thing. As I rose and went to get the machine going, suddenly the whole thing just went stone dead – and I heard the Lord saying these words to me:” U should now look into my own written Word instead of that Tv. Read my word, pray and seek my will from now on!” Without realising it I was holding my breath and for - like it seemed- all eternity I wasn't breathing at all, fearing to displease God. It was very real, very frightening and very trembling. And very Holy. I am quite sure U don't have a clue what I'm talking bout, but that's Ok.
So I decided I should obey the voice and I begun to read my bible every day. The voice had not told me any specific chapter or verse to start my reading, so I begun right from the beginning – from Genesis. Every Day I read the bible and prayed and did seek the will of God. I did not see anybody, just was all by myself everyday and spending quality time with the Most high God and I enjoyed it very much. I didn't hear a thing from Him and as the weeks went by I started to become a bit frustrated bout the whole situation...Why did He not say something? What was the whole point, anyway?
And how long was this going to be?
During this time, the only living soul I met was the girl at the supermarket, the one behind the cash desk....
After 2 months I thought I had made a big mistake. But I continued to read the bible and pray.
After 3 months I was sure I was going to loose my mind. But I just obeyed the voice and kept reading and praying and seeking the will of God.
When 4 months went by and NOTHING happened at all, i said to myself that it was better to continue because if God was a lier... I was the first to know.
2 weeks went by and summed all up to 4 and half months total – still NOTHING from God. So that night when I went to bed I didn't expect anything to happen, really. As soon as I was turning the lights off and getting ready to fall asleep, suddenly I heard a loud, very loud voice talking in some foreign language – it sounded like a machine-gun firering at free will, over and over again. And then it was all gone. I realised it was me who was the one speaking those strange words, in that unknown language and then the elements, the air itself begin to burn like a hot fire. There was like some sheets drawn aside in front of me and then suddenly there was this huge Angel, standing over my bed. In his hand he was holding a huge sword, a burning sword and his legs...his both legs was like fire allover....He was big, like 2 and half meter or so...I begun to scream my head off!!! I thought I was gonna Die for sure. I started to beg for forgiveness for every sin I could remember committed and while i was doing this , I heard Him say:”Why are you confessing things that I have forgot long time ago? If I do not recall these things, why should you?” I felt a big relief and heard myself quoting the scripture that says:”For the Angel of the Lord guards and rescues all who reverence Him”[Psalms 34:7]
When the Angel spoke it was at first him and then it became the Lord....and then it was The Spirit talking bout the future. So One became three and three became One. The Angel said he had to fight his way through the spirit world – he was the Angel of the Lord. So first he spoke and then the Lord spoke. Regarding the future and what was going to happen, it was the Spirit giving information in a 'word of wisdom'. Whenever I closed my eyes I was drawn out of my body by the Spirit. I sensed how my spirit was leaving my body through my head and it scared my guts – I hold my eyes wide open all the time and was beginning to enjoy the whole experience, more and more. In my stomach there was a huge Fire burning and it went up to my head and then it went down to my feet. There were three places that was on fire: my heart, my stomach and my head. The stomach symbolised my spirit. The heart was my soul. And my head was my mind being pierced by that sword – His word. There was no time and when everything suddenly just lifted upwards in the air, I quickly checked my watch – the time elapsed was 30 minutes, but it felt like several hours, really.
During three Days the Lord showed me things that was going to happen in the future. Not everything has come to pass and there are some issues I do not understand and also there is the question why some things did not happen the way He told me.
I'm sure He has a good explanation to all this.
I don't.