it's just another day

“Chains of habit are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken.”

not a bad habit, neither a good one, but still a habit nontheless.

sometimes the easy way out
just looks so tempting,
yet i just cant bear
to move, even when i'm hurting.

sometimes i wish i was a little stronger,
so i won't be so miserable.
yet i just can't stop myself,
from wanting to do whatever it takes to make things better.

OMGOSH LESSON IS JUST SO DAMN BORING!!!!!



having stats tutorial now, but im totally not concentrating in class at all. and amanda totally donch wna entertain meeeeee. she thinks the teacher doesnt like her, which is true, but i mean, still. she should just entertain me instead of leaving me to rot and blog.

anws.

BEEN HAVING TONNES OF FUNNNNN!!! sch work on the other hand is just a totaly different issue, but i shan't focus on that now.

been meeting up w the poly group quite often, and hall life has become more interesting w awesome hall mates, and really, sch's always been fun! if only there's no need to study, everything would be perfect.

amanda just slapped herself cos she said the word ASS. totally dont get how that word is bad, but she's ohwell weird.

i really really REALLY NEED TO START BEING A LIL MORE HARDWORKING. i havent completed a single tutorial, been sleeping/listening to music/talking during lectures, and honestly just not doing anything productive, which really sucks, considering i need to do well for marketing especially so i can get the specialisation that i want. but the marketing tutor is just a little weird and i kinda cant really stand him.

anws on a happier note,

LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAY!!!!

really very excited for kbox (FINALLY!) and pulau ubin cycling!!!
just thinking about them makes me happppppyyyyyyy and makes my days a little more bearable. so yay!

alrighty i shall try to concentrate in class for awhile!
lunch in half an hour! CANT WAIT!



and i have come to the conclusion that i should not say anything, do anything, and more importantly, try not to feel anything more. and hopefully, everything'll fade in time. because really, what's the point?

18 days into 2010, and it's been kinda cool i suppose.

been feeling really lazy to blog because really, fb-ing is just much easier.

but i just have the feel to write for awhile so here i am.

suddenly it seems we're all growing up too fast. and i'm scared. i don't want to grow up. i don't want to have responsibilities, i don't want to have to always do the right thing. i don't want to study i don't want to work, i just want to have fun. i wish the fun never has to stop.

anws i really really love this song:

Leann Rimes - Please Remember

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me

Please remember, please remember

why must there be effort
for a chance to be loved?

if it's love,
shouldn't it come naturally,
shouldn't it be easy?

i don't want to have to be working for it.

maybe when it's the one,
it'll be easy.

as it should be. it has to be.

midnight always seems to come too soon,
and just like that,
it's another day, all over again.



"this love that's like a lie,
i'll never let it go;
because that love is you."
(part of the chorus)

it's 7 in the morning, and here i am, blogging.

life is sad like that i guess.

but on the bright side, at least i can sit here at 7, typing all this crap out, though i have a lesson at 830. this would have otherwise been impossible, if not for the fact that im staying in hall.

so, life in hall has been quite ok.
am v thankful that i went for hall camp, and got to make many humsup friends. JASH '09. my virgin clubbing experience. it was not as bad as i thought it would be, probably because drinking after like ten million years somehow feels quite nice. i had a blowjob that night.

anws anws, the other day got to meet up w hid qiqi clara hao kahhou justin. and WE WENT TO HAVE THE ICECREAM BUFFET at ion orchard. damn worth it cos it was 1-for-1, but now, just the idea of eating swensens icecream kind of scares me. the durian flavour was awesome though, to me it felt like eating real ice cold durian. it was that rich, that good. too bad some people dunno how to appreciate such good food.

OHOHOH! and i finally got to try out the cake deco thingy at jp. it's quite cool. got to co-design this cake for an og mate's birthday.
TA-DA! it's quite a pretty cake eh! we all v proud of the final product one k!

this week has just started, and already i'm feeling kinda v tired. =x fell aslp during fin mgt seminar yesterday. its really super cmi, cos like my sleeping hours are damn cui. i sleep like at 2, and wake up at like 6. im definitely coming back to sleep after lessons today.

anws tutorials are a bitch. but i've resoluted that i'm going to do all my tutorials, since apparently majority of my tutorial group mates are freaking hard working, and do the tutorials. i shall aim to be an organised (i bought tonnes of files to organise my notes, serious) and hardworking(i really did my law tutorial last night! or at least i tried to do as much as i could before i shut down ) mugger!

this is ramdom-ness. see my pretty havaianas, which i heart tonnes, and which cost enough for me to survive for a month otherwise (and of cos i'm joking. probably the amount i spent can only last me for 2 days max? ), and the wonderfully awesome sketch i did during a v boring lesson. can't even rmb if it was in acc tut or fin mgt sem that i did that. heart the love too.

ohohoh! i suddenly rmb my main purpose of blogging!!

i recently watched 2 v good movies. G.I. JOE and UP!

SERIOUSLY, TRUST ME WHEN I SAY IT'S GOOD. GO WATCH. NOW.

G.I. JOE was an unexpectedly good movie. added bonus that the "evil" minion is so fucking hot. and as usual, the guy (i have no idea wth is his name still) is charming and handsome even w his super short hair. -swoons- have to agree w hid that he's probably one of the minority that looks good w an army-style kinda haircut.

UP! had me crying so many times i lost count. its not tears of sadness, but rather, tears becaused i was touched. i wish i'll have a relationship as depicted in the movie. sweet, simple, and one that i can consider an adventure in my heart too.

cross my .

ok have to go and get ready for school le now.

somehow or rather, i found myself taking a quiz i took sometime back before, again.

and the results slightly differ. hmmm. wonder what that means. have i changed?

anws, a comparison of then, and now.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(then)

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(now)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(then)

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(now)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(then)

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
(now)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(then)

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(now)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(then)

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
(now)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(then)

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
(now)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(then)

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(now)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(then)

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(now)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
(then)

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(now)
some are so contridicting. while others, remain scarily true.

ohwells. im just bored.

off now.