OMG ITS SATURDAY ALREADY. and still im so behind in my work.
havent started on law officially. finance is screwing me up. and seriously, don't even get me started on IT. or accounts for that matter.
FUCK.
recess week seems to have just flown by like that. and on monday, i'm so gonna die.
seriously i have no idea why im putting myself thru all this shit. uni sucks the joy right out of me. everytime i try to ask myself where do i see myself after getting my degree, i have no idea. am i just wasting my time?
ohwells.
it's been so long since. i think i've forgotten - what it feels like, how to react, when to reach out.
and i don't know how it happened, or why i feel the way i do. but somehow something stirred, and now i don't know how to proceed.
too many things to consider, too many complications. why can't things be simpler, like they used to be?
we're all moving on, and i'm somehow hoping, that maybe, just maybe, we'll be moving towards each other.
p.s.
circumstances will change and time will fly, and despite it all, i know, we'll always be the best of friends.
i miss so many people, and i wonder, if they miss me too.
words will never convey how i feel, regrets come a little too late. and now, i guess we can only leave it up to fate.
so many people come and go, and how i wish i could hold on forever, to every single soul.
but want as i may, the actions never seem to speak louder. trying to convince myself i did all i could, truth is i just can't get myself to push harder.
looking back, it never fails to make me smile, such joy it brings.
yet now that all's lost, i can only sigh and lament, my weak efforts, if even any. and life goes on.
friends of the past, i never wanted to lose what we had. please forgive my weakness in holding on.
friends of the present, i hope our friendship sails on, towards the horizon.
friends of the future, i hope you'll be the friends of the present now, because quantity to me doesnt matter. i don't want a lot of friends, i just want the few that i know i don't want to end.
the ring that says it all. and no, it's not from anyone special. rather, i bought it myself(i know that sounds kind of pathetic) cos it was pretty plus it was having sale, and come on, who says this kind of thing must come from someone else, right?
because love just is...
is that why sometimes, we find ourselves falling, for someone we never thought we would?
is that why our heart beats faster, for the one that sometimes, seems to be the one that will never be?
can we really control who we like, or do we just fall? uncontrollably, unexpectedly, and it never ends, just going on and on...
if we've loved, can we really say it's over and done with, when it ends?
how can we, if our hearts still throb, at the reminder of those wonderful memories?
and if it doesn't end, why should we fear if it ever fades? just a smile makes the day, and a kiss proves, that love, just is.
haha, inspired from the picture i snapped.
now i should really get some rest, it's the start of a new week soon. let's hope all will be well, and the week'll pass by, and it'll be friday again even before i know it.
WIDGETIZE