qiao

turn back, and smile

Saturday, 25. July 2009, 16:41:10

I MET MY "FUTURE HUSBAND" THE OTHER DAY.

so cute right! and that day he seemed to be in a superbly good mood, and kept grinning at me. ~~or maybe~~ it's the effect i have on him ~~i guess~~.

school's starting in two weeks, with the F.O.C. in one week. i've never felt so unprepared before.
and more than anything else, uncertain.

i'm scared, yet at the same time i'm looking forward. looking forward to hopefully another three amazing years in a different environment.

please let me remember what being me feels like. somehow i feel i've lost a part of myself somewhere along the way, and no matter how desperately i try to find that part of me back, it's gone.

anws yes i'm now on facebook, finally. apparently the lure of playing games against a tonne of people's too hard for me to resist.
so dear friends, add me if you want to play games w me!