Thursday, March 31, 2011 3:43:26 AM
Me maa ke ghar gaya ab mujhe kafi bhukh lag rahi thi, me bachpan se hi bhukh bardasht nahi kar sakta hu, mariyam maa ne aadat hi esi daal di thi, mene dorbell bajayi maa ne mujhe dekha or kaha milgaya wakt mujhse milne ka,mene maa se kaha, maa mujhe bohot bhukh lag rahi, ma ki ankho me aasu bhar aye, ma ne kaha bhul gaya aaj tera janam din hai, me mandir me prashad chadane ja rahi thi ki tu aa gaya, mene khana khaya or maa ko alvida kahkar chal diya, me apne ghar pahucha, mene wo kagaz ka panna apni pocket me se nikala, wo kal hi aayi docter ki report thi, usme likha tha ki mujhe ek esi bimari ne jakad liya hai jiska koi ilaj nahi hai, mene yahi socha ki mot ka intajar karne se achha hai ki me khud hi mot ko gale laga lu, mene apni dusari pocket se ek injakshan nikala ye injakshan meri 10 minat me meri jaan le lega mene ek susaid note ready rakha tha, jisme likha tha ki me mot ka intajar karne ke bajaye khud ko mot ko sop dunga, mene injakshan lagaya mene jane se pahle un palo ko yaad kiya jab me khush tha, bas..... yahi thi kahani
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 2:14:53 PM
Wo kagaz ka panna mene apni upar ki poket me rakh diya, dil ke karib, me apni schul ke samne se ja rahatha, vahi schul jaha mene shararat karne par mar khayi thi, jaha me apna kharab report card lekar diwar se sar rakhakar roya tha, ek nakara sharabi ka bachcha, jise rikshe me jati ek mahila ne rote huye dekha,meri class teachar miss sharma wo mujhe apne ghar le gayi lal rang ka sharbat pilaya or mere sir par hath rakhkar kaha tum itne tez ho fir bhi itne kam marks kyo late ho,me sapno se nikla or ek ghar ke samne khada tha, mene dorbell bajayi bahar likha tha miss sharma, ek chhota ladka aya usne kaha ap rajesh he ap gal par til hai, nani aksar apki bat karti hai, me andar gaya vaha kone me ek kursi par ek budhi mahila bhethi thi, chhote ladke ne kaha nani ko 2-3 mahino se kuchh yad rahta, bas mujhe pahchan ti hai, me unke pas gaya or kaha'me vahi ladka hu jise apne schul lekar ghar gayi thi, or mujhe padaya likhaya free me tution diya, ek achha insan banaya , me bas aaj yahi kahne aya hu ki 'thanks' ham aksar apne teachars ko thanks kahna bhul jate hai, mujhe pata nahi ki unhone mujhe suna ya nahi par unhone dhire se mera hath dabaya, mene wo kagaz ka panna dabaya or vaha se chala gaya, abhi teen logo se apne dil ki bat kahni thi, me vaha se shastri nagar ki or chal diya jaha mene pyar karna sikha tha, urvashi jiske sath class ke boring lekchar bhi achhe lagte the, ghar jakar jaha mene usvashi weds rajesh or rajesh weds urvashi dono likhakar dekh liya tha, jab vakt aya to dekha ki card par gold me likha urvashi weds rajesh jyada achha lag raha tha, ham behad khush the, jeb chhoti thi or pyar jyada or vahi pyar sabse khubsurat hota hai, jese -jese ham zindagi me upar par ki or udhate hai, duriya badti jati hai, mujhe yad hai jab mene apni pahali gaddi li thi or uski buket site par bhedhe to hamare bich seetes ke alava bohot kuchh aa gaya tha, kuchh esa ho gaya tha jisase hamare rishto ke bich darar aa gayi thi, me jab meri patni ke ghar pahucha dorbell bajayi uske mata pita ja chuke the, wo is ghar me akeli rahti thi, usne get khola apne x pati ko 7 saal baad dekhkar wo chok gayi, ghar aye mehaman ka anadar karna usne sikha nahi tha, isliye usne mujhe sofe par bithaya, chay-pani diya, hal chal puchha, kuchh der baad mene kaha urvashi tum kahti thi na ki me ofice me sapna se pyar karta tha, mene hamesha isase inkar kiya sab kuchh chhod diya, shadi todd di, par aaj kahene aaya hu ki wo sab sachch tha, mene hi tumahare pyar ko be ijat kiya tha, aaj tumse mafi mangane aya hu ho sake to mujhe maaf karna, me vaha se chala gaya, urvashi mujhe ab bhi dekh rahi, mene wo kagaz ka panne ko jeb me dabaya or apne agale lakhshy ki or chal pada, baap ne salo se ek rupya bhi nahi kamaya tha to maa office jati thi, isliye mera khayal rakhne ke liye maa ne ek aaya ko rakh liya, mariyam kaki, meri dusari maa jisne mujhe kabhi maa kami nahi di, vo mujhe roj subhah school ke liye ready karti thi, or roj jo mujhe dal-chaval khilati or shaam ko meri yellow football lekar park le jati, or jab mujhe dusare ladke sharabi ka bachha kahkar chidate to mujhe dilasa deti thi, ek din jab mujhe tution ke liye ready karke hamesha ke liye so gayi thi, bohot thak gayi thi shayad, me relve station ke pas ek kabristan ke pas gaya, door tak ek cartaker hi dikh raha tha, me uske pas gaya or kaha mariyam ki kabr kaha hai, usne kaha mariyam nokarani, bete ho tum uske, mene kaha, han wo mujhe kone me bani ek kabr ke pas le gaya, mene us kabr ke aage hath jode or kaha mene tumhe hamesha nokarani samjha, tumhara kabhi samman nahi kiya, agar tum nahi hoti to me aaj shayad draks ke narak me hota, bas akhir yahi kahunga ki sorry or thanx, me wo kagaz ka muda hua panna lekar chala gaya, bas ek hi insan se apne dil ki baat kahni thi, meri maa, ek din maa ne apni bahu ko mujh se kuchh kahte dekh liya tha, jo orat apne pati par bojh nahi bani to wo apni bahu par bojh kese ban sakti thi, maa mamaji ke yaha rahne lagi thi, me
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