just awareness

a touching video, please watch

In your eyes

in your eyes, where is it that I've not been,
Paris, Venice, the moonlit night in Berlin
your kiss, the deepness, the love within
a serene sight, hold me tight is this is true loving?

In your eyes, our journey through the ocean,,
me and you, hands held, we move in one motion.
to your call, my heart has awoken
an endless touch, breathing one notion.
one goal till we are truly woven.

in your eyes, this love, i realise,
the electricity, the energy flowing,
free un-touched, let it be
let it be. me and you, like the sunrise.

In your eyes, see the final piece
our unification, bringing endless peace,
release, the pain. as we've got much to gain.
together, forever,through the wind and the rain.


---------------------------------------------------------
rak@07 ‎April ‎2009 - last modified 25/oct/2009

Red petal flowing from the distant rose
through the wind, the path you chose
cannot settle with the heart you froze
the search for the start to end your woes.

Red petal, where is it that you go?
so far, so near, bathing in the midst of fear
so many stops and starts, year by year
when the love departs your life so unclear

red petal oh red petal a heart once in fine fettle
love flowing through your eyes in a life so joyful
now many cries and endless sighs
life an empty cradle.
a painful sight, eyes closed,
the search for the sacral light

Red petal flowing from the distant rose
a lingering heart, that constantly echoes
the kiss of the neck, the feeling so close
open window, with the dove the dream goes.

rak@09

silent dreams.......


and so it seems to be this way,
all alone step by step
day by day.
where to go now? home?
i do not know
good or bad,
high or low, come what may
in silent dreams i stay.


oh the search for happiness
the relationship,the house the cars
the need for all to be ours
the possessions a result of endless obsessions
the constant hunger for more,
obtaining all gaining less,
and so you stress, and so you fall.
the path of destruction.
you laughed off depression and now it comes.
now it comes.

your darkest night, unable to resist
unable to fight the birth of your fears.
the tears of eternity, with this all is washed away.
all is washed away
nobody can see this, nobody
how can they?
when you are but far away.

Giving u a glass of wine
you'll be fine, you'll be okay
so they say.
just like that time when you heard noises
and couldn't sleep at night.
no monster in sight, were they right?
look again, look deep,
search and seek.
seek out that which lives in dark.
that which is hidden in the closet

in this search.
you become no more.
no more,
you are alone, so so alone.
do not resist my love, be still
let it all drift away.
stay here, in silent dreams
it seems to be so clear.

clear just like the night,
just like the stars
that shine so bright.
so clear living without fear,
the falling moon,the rising sun
in silent dreams you become....
in silent dreams you become....

rak09@

And so the search goes on.
Day by day, year after year,
The feelings in side i cannot hide,
Looking left to right, both far and wide
I too see it in your eyes.
What is it that we search for?
What is it that we yearn for?
When u walk into my life
Have i Really found it?
Trying to match
With something i once had.
They say, like attracts like,
Just two people finding each other in the dark
the spark of that first glance, an illusion?
Who can tell in midst much confusion?

And so the search goes on
Day by day, i say
Lay with me underneath a wise tree
See the wheel spin on the merry go round
Smiley faces all but surround
Another look, deep inside theres pain i found
Just like the two friends who jumped and drowned
Some are crowned and some are downed,
But all are bound to this meri go round.
when does it stop?
Does it ever stop?
Trying to understand, trying to learn
Trying to feed this inner burn.

And so the search goes on month by month
Counting down the days,
Unable to see past our own ways,
Uncontrollably dancing to the tune of the fiddle
Some become lustful, others become regretful
Tell me does it help, hiding behind the bible?
all unable to unwind that which creates this riddle.
Do we stay, do we fight.
The two just doesn't sound right
a struggle between dark and light
Yin yang, black and white,
Is there ever an end in- sight?
Maybe, maybe not?
Some tie the knot,
Some win the jackpot,
Are they happy, really happy?
This I think not.


And so the search goes on year by year
Do we see any change in the mirror
From black to grey, observing all the signs of decay
The signs of wear and tear,
Slowly slipping beyond repair,
Stare into this mirror, look deep into your eyes.
Into the darkness from which it all began,
The darkness from which they all ran,
Go into this silent space.
The birthplace of life,
Can u see the coin of love and hate,
The pattern which creates your fate,
In this silence, where is your pain
The pain that , you were so ingrained with.
Where is it? Gone? Hmmm for how long?
For how long?
And so it begins.................

rak@09