Tuesday, 25. December 2007, 07:38:12
I sit in a dark corner with no hopes of light anywhere near,
With a confused and in an innocent frame of mind.
My words are still left unspoken which creeps up a fear,
Which has been haunting me every day and night.
I ask to myself - were you really worth my tears?
Or were my wishes to have you just a dream to sight?
Everyday I take a look at the emptiness in my heart,
Where you carved yourself beautifully a place to stay.
But never did i think that your innocence would turn out to be so smart,
By choosing me as your lust first and then an insulting prey.
You created a hole in my heart, bigger than that you had filled,
And chose another heart forgetting mine that you had already killed.
I was still mad about you, still wishing you were here,
To hold me in your arms lovingly and kiss away all my tears
You did do the same, but with the other guy when I needed it more.
Although you knew what all he has done with several other girls before.
But why would you care, you did the same, one of them who was me.
Yet there is something that keeps me holding on, thinking,
One day things will go my way, and I wont care even if the days we meet are few,
I'll just hold you into my arms and say - girl, I JUST LOVE YOU!!!
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:48:56
poems, arts
Im really feeling bad,
That I hurt you
And made you sad.
Is there anything I can do
By which can make you glad?
I know its not easy
To forget what I've done
I know you never expected this from me
I did it just for fun
But you just went away
You are so special
You are one of a kind
I could look forever
And still never find,
Anyone else as wonderful as you,
With such a pretty smile
And eyes so blue..
Please forgive me
For things I said,
So if you can forgive this
Broken hearted friend,
You'll never see
That part of me again.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:48:25
poems, arts
I tried to believe all that you said
Never thinking that it was a lie.
Sad at night was I in my bed,
That I always used to cry.
Yearning for all our memories
And making it my today.
Trying to forget all our crossings,
In my life I wish you would forever stay.
I dont know to express by words
My love, my pain & my tears.
But if at all you are back to me,
will you bring back all my fears?
The fear of losing you again
And bear all of the pain.
And the fear that you will try to pretend,
To be a girl that you never were.
I want our relation to strengthen
I want you to always be with me.
My future with you is certain
why is it that i can't make you see?
You have to stop going and coming
As often as you do.
I cant live life without knowing,
If my dreams are misleading me too.
Why are you always in my mind?
Why do I always think of you?
Is there nothing in me that you find?
Or dont you feel the same way as i do?
I hope one day you will come to me
My heart only to an extent can take.
Else the next thing You will see
Will be a loving guy's heart break.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:47:53
poems, arts
She is my love, she is my Lord,
She is the greatest gift I've ever got.
Her happiness makes my day and night,
Her love lives in my heart and she in my sight.
When she is somewhere far away,
I feel lonely each and everyday.
Her coming back from a thousand mile,
Makes me special with just her smile.
In my heart and in my dreams,
She was my everythin by all means.
She was like an angel amongst the very few,
Who made my every dream sweet and true.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:47:26
poems, arts
I was so lonely
I was so alone
Crying all day
In my hopeless home.
Though i feared none
My ever lively heart
Beated very low
Everything felt so dark.
My life was nothing
But a mere joke
Which struggled to find
Even a light of hope.
Now I am at a point
Where my brain is dead
Now I am paying for
The three words I had said.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:46:59
arts, poems
She was my heart she was my dreams
She was in my blood she was my sight
She was my day and she was my night
A day without her was like a year without rain
Her sorrow for me Was my greatest pain
But she betrayed me and made my life dim
And from them my every step always became a sin
She betrayed my love, she betrayed my trust
Coz of her ego and her lust
She poisoned my water, she poisoned my land
Until my dear friends lend my their helping hand
They cheered me up and assured that I wasnt alone
And said that it was the girl whose heart was like a stone
She wanted her progress and cared for none
And for that, she was ready to betray each and everyone
But my sorrow and sins were overcome by my friends
And promised me their support till the very end
I convinced myself that i was never wrong
And then i always thought about the good times
With my friends that i have spent
For finding true friends is indeed a lifetime achievement.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:46:16
poems, arts
You turned my darkness into light,
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down,
You turned my life around.
When I needed you the most, you were there,
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
Lost and alone, I will no longer be,
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad,
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:45:25
arts, poems
No one really knows
What kind of bond we share
And even if I told them
They probably wouldn't care
You are very dear to me
I hope you know it's true
We are best friends you see
friends like you are very few.
While you've been gone
A part of me has been lost
It's like I've taken our friendship for granted
And now I'm paying the cost
I never knew how much you meant to me
Until you went away
It made me feel sick
It haunted me every day
I spent a few days at school alone
And my weekend was such a bore
A lot of my time was spent in my room
Even my mom was ready to break down the door
And now I make this vow to you
To keep you until the end
I'll help you through the pain and tears
Until we die or our rivers bend.
Monday, 13. August 2007, 09:44:32
poems, arts
I feel like I've known you forever
Although I only met you sometime this past year
But our friendship will be in the same path
No matter what shall cross our hearts.
The best thing that's happened to me
Is finding a forever friend like you
You're there to listen, help, and talk to
And best of all, I know I can confide in you.
Some say that friendship is greater than love
No matter what we come through and how
Time leads us in the direction
Which is way better and beautiful than love.
Friendship and love are always intertwined
Too close which sometimes causes confusion
Both if true live till the very end
Promise me forever you will remain my friend
WIDGETIZE