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Singled Out

Whispers of a disturbed mind

October 2005

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New direction...

I'm going to add another dimension to Singled Out... Instead of merely sharing my general thoughts with you, I'll try to post my findings on new games and software. This should give me a chance to add updates on a more regular base, instead of once of twice in a couple of weeks. To be honest, I thought I would have more time and interesting things to share with you when I started this blog.

I'll start of with Pro Evolution Soccer 5, the game I've been eagerly waiting for in the last couple of weeks. After a delay of a whole week, in which I nearly died of anticipation, I finally got my hands on my preordered disc. I went to get it during my lucnhbreak at work, hoping I would be able to play it a couple of hours later. But my good friend Murphy decided to stop by, and some unforseen things at work caused to prolong my workday with another hour. AAAARGH! I chewed up around 5 ballpoints during that last hour. And to be honest they didn't taste too bad... But anyway, I got home a little later than expected, I immediatly installed the game and took it for a testdrive. Luckily, the installation took only a minute or two. :wait:

And I must say, my first impression was something along the lines of "Woooooooooooow!". :eyes:

The demo was good, but the full game is even better. Being a fan of the series since it hit the PC platform, I've seen the game evolve with each edition. And I didn't think it would be possible to add even more depth to the already addictive gameplay, but Konami succeeded in doing the unthinkable. The game's become even more realistic than the previous incarnation in the series: the ball doesn't stick to the player's feet, more moves and actions were added, and the referees act just as you'd expect in a reallife match. Even the commentary got better and succeeds in precisely describing the events happening on the field, instead of just throwing some random and unclear phrases at the player. Also, the new online options should provide some good matches.

Oh yeah, it's now possible to play in the snow. Well, semi-snow actually. There are some snowy patches on the field, and little flakes fall from the sky, nothing more. A bit shabby, but hey, snow is snow. My hopes for a white Christmas are back. :yes:



PS: PES is slated to hit the PSP in november, and it might be the game that makes me run to the nearest store to buy a PSP just to be able to play some matches when I'm not at home. Wifi; w00t!

Trapped in myself?

Well, it's been a while since my last entry, but I've been rather busy lately... But don't dispair, I'm still here, and I'll try to share my thoughts with you on regular bases. This time, I'll share one of my theories on life. Yup, life itself.

On a dark an stormy night some years ago, I started thinking about what our purpose on this planet is, what the purpose of life is. Several thoughts crossed my mind, but one in particular grasped my full attention: Could it be possible that I'm the only one on this planet, and all the others, my entire life is just a hallucination, just my mind playing tricks on me?

Picture this: Everyone you love, everyone you know, is just a mindtrick. Your whole life is one big hallucination. Kinda like the Matrix, but then without the millions of others plugged into it. Or are there other human beings that are experiencing the same hallucinations? And are our fake "lifes" interconnected, or do we all "live" seperate lifes?

Then I started thinking deeper about it. Could it be possible to alter the course of my "life"? If it is true, and I know it is all a big hallucination, wouldn't it be possible to change whatever I want to how I want it, just like in a lucid dream? Or is there some higher force that controls everything I'm "dreaming"? Am I wide awake, or fast asleep during this? And if I'm asleep, what is happening around me in the real world? These are all questions that get your mind going...

But if this were to be true, if this truly is a life-long hallucination from which I can't wake up, then me writing this down for you would just be a total waste of time, because you don't even exist. Kind of a depressing theory, ain't it?
:yikes:
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