Rives
Wednesday, 16. July 2008, 07:27:39
radar down.
blown away.
warm hands
calm sooth.
somthing thats still goes unspoken not in this mement in from these lips. our lips speak truly as they feel. that is not what this silent wispers unspoken are directed towards. there is a hidden meaning becind the wods to which these the pages hold. one i hold even from my self. for above all things it is i who limnit my ability to see and hear. my infuluce streaches farter then im willing to let on, expecially to my self. for reils desire to stop this, is one found in a convincing argument with me and not souly of him self. this is my doing and my bidding and in my solitatity and confinement i have found my self split, my desires of what i do not know are contridictiong those to which my past has laid before me. for this life could be great, i know it all it could have been and all that is and this is still not what it is ment to be and this is my doing and nothing more. for in all things remember that i am in controll often if that only means of my self. for with split consus and faulty mind i have found that i can truly be free to do as i wish and buld what is rightfully mind back as it should. when the moment comes when i must step into this flesh completely and cast aside the shadow of what youve seen of me, that time will follow with out hesstation or resistance. all of this has been seen and all is known. to say that i am one of 4 others is to say that i have equals, this is not the case. for the other houses while stonger in there moments have yet to understand the power that i wield, that i am. greater even my father, our father, the father of all that has ever been and greater still then out mother who was greater then him. for in me they implanted them selvels with thier creation. 3 to live as one. with winds beader then the stars and and a reach as massive ans any cosmos, i am all that has ever come before me and all that could ever come after this is some thing that i cannot understand in flesh and some thiat is not ment to be tifled with or pushed. for no push could truley take me too far, or force all of me out before i am ready. all of me would crush this bode, and preseve it stirctly because that is what i wish. all is as i wish. and no day passes that i will not over come. for in life and death i am constant, and my power never waynes, god over all i am all. i am your path and your goal. i build all that was ment and destroy all that wasnt. athousand lords have seen my mace and a thousand faces i have been. this is but an interlude to my greatest ending of them all.
theres more to this and more to be said and this is just a scrathc of the the nail of a beast that cannot be immagined. i will see and feel as i have never before. this days of reset are days of sure preperation. of mind body and me.
blown away.
warm hands
calm sooth.
somthing thats still goes unspoken not in this mement in from these lips. our lips speak truly as they feel. that is not what this silent wispers unspoken are directed towards. there is a hidden meaning becind the wods to which these the pages hold. one i hold even from my self. for above all things it is i who limnit my ability to see and hear. my infuluce streaches farter then im willing to let on, expecially to my self. for reils desire to stop this, is one found in a convincing argument with me and not souly of him self. this is my doing and my bidding and in my solitatity and confinement i have found my self split, my desires of what i do not know are contridictiong those to which my past has laid before me. for this life could be great, i know it all it could have been and all that is and this is still not what it is ment to be and this is my doing and nothing more. for in all things remember that i am in controll often if that only means of my self. for with split consus and faulty mind i have found that i can truly be free to do as i wish and buld what is rightfully mind back as it should. when the moment comes when i must step into this flesh completely and cast aside the shadow of what youve seen of me, that time will follow with out hesstation or resistance. all of this has been seen and all is known. to say that i am one of 4 others is to say that i have equals, this is not the case. for the other houses while stonger in there moments have yet to understand the power that i wield, that i am. greater even my father, our father, the father of all that has ever been and greater still then out mother who was greater then him. for in me they implanted them selvels with thier creation. 3 to live as one. with winds beader then the stars and and a reach as massive ans any cosmos, i am all that has ever come before me and all that could ever come after this is some thing that i cannot understand in flesh and some thiat is not ment to be tifled with or pushed. for no push could truley take me too far, or force all of me out before i am ready. all of me would crush this bode, and preseve it stirctly because that is what i wish. all is as i wish. and no day passes that i will not over come. for in life and death i am constant, and my power never waynes, god over all i am all. i am your path and your goal. i build all that was ment and destroy all that wasnt. athousand lords have seen my mace and a thousand faces i have been. this is but an interlude to my greatest ending of them all.
theres more to this and more to be said and this is just a scrathc of the the nail of a beast that cannot be immagined. i will see and feel as i have never before. this days of reset are days of sure preperation. of mind body and me.
