Rives

waking, rising. sleeping. moving gliding. sliding. straight up in bed. move at your hips. back strait, knees locked elboys stuck to ribs hands straight bellow. looking dead ahead. knees break heals to ass.rising strait. every thing must be strait. strait up on the bed. hands still locked to hips. rising. lifting. an inch over the ground pushing forward with out effor or though. sliding over the bed, falling to the floor no more then a foot or 2 then a suttle stop dampers or shocks softern the blow. le a second pases then its forward you slide, passing reaility and moving to the sink. tooth brush moving, coverer in flil wet with out water. then straight to the mough. scrubbing, lips pulled back like pins from your eyes and chin holding them in place. pushing back from the counter into the shower, rising over the small tile wall then sinking into you square tile cell, the curtian pulls closed. still locked in place. the water clear on your face, rose and brown at your fee. with the sting of a thousand nights long since forgotten the acid entering flesh though paper thick incisions and gong directly to the heart. energy. movement freedom.muscles start to twitch. face wrinches and chin pulls down then locking back in place. feeling returning. every mucles flexed in place. body rising further from the floor. pulling your arm beding your knees pointing your toes, curling your back, head forcing up. pushing, forcing. breaking. flexing. every bone snaps in one estatic climax, ever muscel rips from its holds. body breaking free. blood running over the tile, stuck in the grought, down the holes in the meteal drain. you fall. colapsing, nothing more then a formless lump on the tile. water still flowing. covering your face. pain is your freedom. finally free of it all, eyes blood shot and tearing. teeth mangled. one hand wraps it self over the wall over the tile holding the water, pusing though the curtian. fingers grip, snapping. slinghing, pulling, sliding the mass from the rosey pool or unseen liberation. anouther sholder pushers forward. fingers on the tile reachng contracting. forcing the body forwar. toes shaking over the the wall. then falling. colapsing. free of the water. still bleeding unimanaginged lines. still tearing. free. victory. yours. you push your self to your feet. standing crooked. broken. leaking. mangeled. twitching. every step is death. standing is more painfull ten needles wiggled through your eyes. broken. a smile rises from one side of a twitching face. a demented disgracefull sadistic smile.
perfect.

now you are perfect.



she runnes her hand over the lupms in your back and slides her chin to your sholder. speakng directly your ear.
"you asked for perfection my love... this is freedom. and the colsed you will ever come.
thank me how ever you see fit. her fingers settle in the scruff of the hair on your neck. your smile intensifies.
she snaps your head back. the blissfull smile over whelms and drowns into uncontrollable laughter.

she smiles.

"you are free and your are mine"
"understand that i am perfection."

a kiss on the forhead.

"goodnight"