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Rock fairy

Don't wanna be alone... with me

Boredom

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Erlösung. Endlich frei.
Was ist das?
So wunderschön, so voller Kraft.
Wo zieht es hin?
Jenseits des Lebens, nach dem Tod,
Erwartet uns ein weiteres Geheimnis.
Hören die Rätsel denn niemals auf?
Das Unerklärliche tut weh.
Warum kann ich nicht mit ihr gehen?
Wer ist sie jetzt?




I'm so bored that I started scrapbooking again. Damn. No new mail. Another damn. I'm so bored that you get my so-called texts to read. German and English mixed. Have fun.


REGEN
Ich lasse mich auf das Sofa im Wohnzimmer fallen und starre aus dem Fenster. Die Vorhänge sind nicht zurückgezogen, damit der letzte Rest Tageslicht herein findet, und das ist nicht viel. Der Himmel da draußen ist dunkelgrau und sieht so aus, als leide er unter schweren Depressionen. Riesige dicke Tränen laufen die Fensterscheibe herab. Der alte Gummibaum vor dem Haus schmeißt sich im Wind herum, als hätte er einen Tobsuchtsanfall. Ich umarme ein kleines grünes Kissen und frage mich, ob je wieder die Sonne scheinen wird.


RAUCH
Sie kommen näher. Ich sehe, wie sie immer größer werden und mir bedrohlich nahe kommen. Ich will nicht hinsehen und einfach wegrennen, aber meine Neugier hält mich davon ab. Ich bin entsetzt und doch zugleich fasziniert: Diese Wesen sind so grausam und verzerrt und doch bezaubernd in jedem ihrer Züge. Sie fletschen ihre angedeuteten Zähne, recken ihre wabenartigen Arme nach mir, doch sobald ich sie berühren will, verschwimmt meine Sicht und sie lösen sich in Nichts auf.
Jemand öffnet die Tür. Das bin doch ich! Das Ich blickt in eine Ecke. Dort sitzt etwas Dunkles. Und das Ich erkennt mich wieder: verstört, ängstlich da sitzend mit einem gewissen Funkeln in den Augen, die Arme um die herangezogenen Beine geschlungen. Das Ich öffnet das Fenster. Bitte nicht, rufe ich durch den Schleier aus Gestalten, der vor mir wabert, doch das Ich hört mich nicht. Sieht mich nur verständnislos an. Dann geschieht etwas: Die grauenvollen und zugleich doch wunderbaren Geschöpfe verschwinden durch das Fenster. Ich starre ihnen entsetzt und doch erleichtert hinterher. Das Ich fragt mich, was ich denn hier mache, in dem Zimmer voller Rauch.
Rauch? ...

<3


Dragonette - Get lucky

Sometimes the sun shines on us
Sometimes the rain goes and a rainbow’s all that’s left
We got lucky, hey, didn’t we, baby?

‘Cause I like your head on my shoulder
I like the way you smile, the way you smile oh oh
We both think the weather’s getting better
So let’s get lucky, let’s go all the way

I found you seaside in the fog
I hadn’t tried a lot of looking for anything at all
The cloud cover of fog
All the hearts I'm gonna' love in the morning

And I like my head on your shoulder
I like the way you smile, the way you smile oh oh
And we both think the weather’s getting better
So let’s get lucky, let’s go all the way

All the way, get lucky
The weatherman says it’s wet and cloudy
Stay indoors, sit out the storm
It looks like this might be a quickie

Hey handsome, we got it good
Hey mister, we gone and done it
Just because we could
Because it’s cloudy out there
Staying in like we should

‘Cause I like your head on my shoulder
Me I like the way you smile, the way you smile oh oh
And we both know the weather will get better
So let’s get lucky, let’s go all the way
Let’s get lucky, come on, go all the way

NEW MAIL!!!

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He wrote. They wrote. OHMIGOD. They really wrote me an email. Crazy. My heart is in my throat, actually.

Hey Tina,

It's Jonny and Jules from saturday night in slide bar. You told us to email so here we are. How was your night?

The sleepy boys



Ohmigod. Ohmigod! What am I going to answer? Damn. I haven't a clue! Oh-oh. :o: Maybe I should ask for a few photos? p: :cool: Damn, damn, damn!!!
Now I'm going to write... My answer is (I hope I wrote proper English):

Hey you two!

Ohmigod, I cannot image that you really write :D
My night was really nice, I got home at 7 am :wink:
When did you drive off to England? When I was awake and looked out on the street you weren't there anymore :smile:
Doesn't matter, what did you in Adenau, actually? Was there any race thing on the Nürburgring?
Hmm.. besides, how old are you? Maybe you've told me, but I forgot :smile:


Waiting for your answer,
greets from Germany :D
- Tina




Oh Gooooood. I can't wait for the answer. Maybe they have ICQ? :D And maybe I'll get photos of them... ehrm.. of HIM, the Sex God :D :D :D :heart:

Oh gosh, I'm ging crazy. Ok, I'll stop now. It's safer than brabble nonsense. Bye-bye.

Hello again ^^

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Ohmigod... I did not post for about.. 2 weeks? Or 3? Doesn't matter, now I'm here p:
My mobile has arrived a while ago, and... I'm disappointed. I thoughtthere would be an iPhone-like menue, but no, I had the 'luck' to get the old firmware :irked: And the camera.. oh God, don't buy this phone unless you know what sort of camera chip is in there! I've got only VGA quality (0.3 MP) and on the back it says 2MP :furious: And on top I ordered a flashing cable from China, and I hope it will appear in this century... but, 5.77 USD/ 3,90 Euro seemed cheap. I will know if it works when it arrives... but now.. few news from Germany:


-> SUNSHINE! I will put all my clothes off (not really) and bake in the sun like a chicken wing (only not so greasy) :lol: And every half an hour I will change position :D

-> I'M GETTING FIT AGAIN! I went to the local gym! The week before the last 3 times, last week... umm, no times, but this week it was 2 times! Will I get rid of all this wabbly fat? I hope so! If not... rip

-> Only this week and the following and then... SCHOOL! This sucks :bomb: But at least there is some good point of it.. it's my last half year and then I'm done with this shit! 14 years school... (the one plus because in the 9th grade they kept me back because of my laziness) What did I get of this? Okay, I can speak English quite alright, and I even could communicate with some English people.. but what else? I know basic stuff about chemistry (my 2nd advanced course, next to English) and I know how to interpret a poem (3rd advanced course: German... what idiot have I been to choose this?). In my next life, I will definitely choose English/Geography/Biology and not English/German/Chemistry! :mad:

-> I've read 3 or 4 books in my holiday. At least I'm not getting dumb :lol:

-> I'VE MET MY DREAM MAN! In our disco/bar sort of thing, there were 2 really sweet guys from England! (Last SAT) And the coolest thing ever.. they dance like mad! :lol: It was sooo crazy to watch them :D One of them is called JOSE, really funny man, 32 years old, married.. and crazy!!! And he ordered me and my friend beer, beer, beer! So in the end, I had 3 beer in front of me and didn't know what to do with them :ko: Hmm then my friend went dancing and I went after her to watch her and the madmans, and then the sweeter of both (not Jose) came to me and... sort of stroked my stomach :left: :right: What's this supposed to mean? Lose weight and maybe I'm coming back? Hmmm, I don't know.. it was sort of funny, because he started at my belly button and went higher.. (not THIS high, as you might think) and as I was looking after his finger, he stroked my chin and when I looked at him he gave me the sweetest smile ever!!! :love: :love: :love: But he was going early.. into their bus/caravan/I don't know, it's 'Wohnwagen' in German :cool: and... I asked Jose where his friend (I don't even know his name... how poor) went. Then he took me to the bus thing (!) and went into it and shouted at his friend (who actually slept) 'Wake up, Swompy(???)! Tina's here!' and 'Wake up ypu dick!' Quite funny. Then he (not Jose.. my sex God ^^) gave me a beautiful smile and asked how I was. Actually I was fine because he was quite near to me.. hmmm but he was tired and so he did not come back again on this evening. On the way into the bar/disco/whatever, Jose told me that he (Sex God) has a... metal leg!!! :frown: That's soo sad, he lost it for 7 years by accident.. oh damn. But he is quite gorgeous, though. Later Jose told all the people in this bar thing that I was Irish! :cool: :cool: :cool: Hey, do I sound like an Irish girl? SUPERBE!!! :D :D :D If I can't gain an British English accent, I am also happy with an Irish one :lol: .... but on the dark side, Sex God and Jose are coming back in November :frown: So I had to do something. I wrote my email-address down and gave it to Jose, to givw it to Sex God. I also put one note (not really readable) on the desk in their van.
I didn't get any mail... maybe Jose forgot the note in his pocket and Sex God could not read the one on their desk? Ohhh MERDE! But what if Jose's wife finds the note? I wrote 'Mail me, sleepy guy! rockfee@gmx.net or rockfairy@gmx.de - PS: You're sweet :heart: ' Ohmigod. I hope he will write!!! :heart: Or I'll have to wait till November :frown:


Now I'm going offline.. Have to do the wash now. And getting a tan :smile: :smile: :smile:
Bye bye.
Hope for me that Sex God will mail me... Ohhhhhhh!!!

O.o *yawn*

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Das Universum ist voll der wunderbaren Dinge, die geduldig darauf warten, daß unsere Sinne schärfer werden.
The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.


Eden Phillpotts (1862-1960)


:zzz: I'm kind of tired.. but.. I slept till 2pm.. so I don't care p: But I'm also a little afraid to sleep, because I've read that in our sleep we eat 8 spiders in our life bug bug bug .. :insane: That's scary.
Oh damn, today is Tuesday.. and my mobile will arrive on Wednesday :cry: I'm annoying all the people around me because I'm so nervous :rolleyes:

-> to my German readers: Hat einer von euch 'ne Ahnung, wo ich "Genetik für Dummies" billig & gebraucht herkriege? Weil bei Amazon & Ebay ists mir zu teuer.. vll hat ja einer von euch eins zu Hause, das er/sie nicht mehr braucht? :star: Weil das Thema interessiert mich schon :sing:

So, enough of my stupid stuff.. have a good night & keep your mouth shut when you're sleeping bug :ko:


PS. Für alle Grübler & Denker: Was gibt es mehr: Planeten im Universum oder Sand auf der Erde? :idea:
For all thinkers: What is more: Planets in the universe or sand on the Earth? :idea:

Why do you build me up, buttercup? <3

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Hmpf. The guy where my Dad bought the mobile phone from, is going to send it tomorrow!! Sooo late! :cry: And I was waiting for it to arrive since Thursday rip
I got a digital camera from Dad, it's a Medion MD 6-somewhat. It's quite okay, it has 6.2 MP :D
And I've got problems with Vista.. arghh... it won't install the driver for my Canon IP1600 printer correctly.. hmpf. :furious:

---> I've got something for you, my dear readers: My lé grande Facharbeit :D :D :D
But there was a problem with the converting from .doc to .pdf... a few parts are not like in the original, there are diffeent space caps.. but it's ok to read :D

Facharbeit.pdf

I hope you like it flirt I'm open for comments :hat:

Life's good!

I looooove my new Notebook! I went crazy after the message that my old one is totally broken! And now.. I am sitting on my brand new Hyrican Notebook with Vista and I simply love it!!! :heart: And besides, I'm waiting for my new mobile to arrive.. My Dad bought me a Cect P168+ from eBay :love: It's an Iphone-Clone and it looks almost like the original p: Aaaand the best thing is, I don't have to pay one cent for these great devices, because both the notebook and the mobile are paid by my Dad :love: Aaaand another great thing: my Dad bought a digital camera (Medion) on eBay .. and.. guess what? I'm getting it, too :yes: I'm really lucky :sing:
Now I spend my first holiday days with getting together all the music things I got on my old notebook (I can't remember all of them.. stupid me :o: ) and getting along with Vista. And I hope that I'll find at least SOMETHING to work.. because I need the money :cry: I would like to work at the Nurburgring again, but I don't know if I can.. because you need a liscence :no:
Okay, enough bull**** from me :wink:

Greets from Germany (will we win the European Championship?)
Rock on :headbang:

YIAY!

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!! :sing: :sing: :sing:
Now I have to write in German:

Ich hab satte 14 Pkt für meine Facharbeit kassiert! :yes: :o: :headbang:
YEAH! Wenn mein PC wieder geht, ladt ich die mal hoch, so PDF-mäßig.. ist halt nur ENGLISH - I :heart: IT!

A row of depressing things...

In my holidays, the digital camera I lend from a friend of my boyfriend broke (the display is totally dead), my mobile is broken (display dead, too...) and now even my notebook is broken!!! I deleted a few viruses with my brand new "Ad-Aware" virus software and now it's dead... it boots and then, at my wallpaper, it stops, no icons etc. :furious: :furious: :furious:

I'm totally furious!! :bomb: what's next? my tv? the playstation 2 of my boyfriend?? ARGHH! :cry:
If my mobile phone problem is not a guarantee case, I'm going to start a riot or run amok :bomb: :bomb:

Italy 2008

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hi there, this is my first entry in my Opera Blog! I always used Livejournal, but since I use Opera... why shouldn't I use its Blog system? :sing:



Yeah, I was in Alassio, Italy! With my whole class mates <3
It was sooo much fun to swim in Monaco in the sea :star: :star: :star:
I will publish a few pictures in an album, I hope you enjoy it :happy:

Day 1: Arriving, 17 hrs of driving.. turning our room into a chaos. Checked out Alassio.

Day 2: Driving to Nizza and Cannes. We parted into 2 groups, one for the Matisse museum, one for the Renoir house. I was in the last group, and of course the Renoir house was closed :furious: .. Later we went to Eze. There was an exotic garden with lots of CACTUS!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:

Day 3: The horror-mountain-climbing rip ... we had to reach the top of a 600m high mountain and then go on to the bus.. it was really, really horrible.. I almost died and was in the mood to kill my monstrous teachers :ninja:

Day 4: Monaco! :star: It was quite cool to see where all the VIPs and stars are living. The beach was beautiful and the Jardin Exotique and the grotte was great :love: I bought a cap with a Ferrari on it for my boyfriend.. but he doesn't like it, he doesn't even wear it!! :bomb:

Day 5: Sanremo & Cap Ferrat :up: There should be a market with fake bags and watches and sunglasses, but there wasn't one, so we drove off to Cap Ferrat.. And directly went to the beach :D :D

Day 6: FREE DAY!!! :star: :star: :star: It was great. We went off to see Alassio, bought postcards and something to eat and drink.. I saw one gorgeous guy in the OK Market flirt ... *dreaming* :zzz: And as the day was almost over, me and one of my friends went to a great ice cream thing and it was SUPERBE!! Wow! I will upload a photo of it!! :eyes: :eyes: :eyes:

So, this is what we did all these days. Of course, on day 7 we drove home (in 'only' 14,5 hrs) and when I arrived, my boyfriend already stood there, ready to fetch me :heart:


I hope you enjoyed my little entry, more are following :whistle:

bye, Tina :raider:
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